I fucking ruined it again. Why the hell ant I do things right? I was doing just fucking great but now? I'd rather be dead than wake up tomorrow to go through shit that we humans call the education system. Or fucking families. They didn't do anything wrong! I did! OF COURSE I FUCKING DID.
I GOT SO DAMN FAR.... Why... Why did I have to make people worry. Why do I have to feel empathy and care for people around me? I'm fucking sick of being the god damn therapist friend, but I already promised I'd be there for them all so it's too fucking late for me. Plus, I'm just acting! I just want some shitty attention from the shitty people around me... Now, I fucking lost my damn blade so I can't just continue on since I failed already. I wish I could kms, but I know that people would be upset over it. They just want me to be there for them so they can show off whatever the fuck they want.
Also, if you know me, no I don't want to fucking talk because there's nothing that can help. I'm fucking unfixable
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