⚠️ There will be violence and shit like that. What did you expect.⚠️
About to fucking murder every person in this god damn house hold. There are 2 middle schoolers, a younger child and a baby in this house rn, so you can probably tell how fucking overstimulated I am rn. I'm trying not to cry and it's hard, I just want to run. I'm under my wieghtes blanket, in my dark room while listening to brown music to stay grounded and not break this bitches bones. She's running around and being a little bitch, and stepped on my fucking bad toe and is still not. Shuting. The. Fuck. Up. She's literally ywlling and running around the fucking house while we're trying to get the baby to sleep. It's so damn sad how the only fucking mature kids here rn are me and a fucking 3-5 grade boy.... Even my 6th grade brothers being a shithead
HOW THE ACTUAL FUCK AM I THE ONE GETTING IN TROUBLE OUT OF ALL OF THEM!? I WAS TOLD TO CALM DOWN. I WAS THE OVERDRAMATIC JERK! BECAUSE THEY WERE FUCLING SAYING MY DEADNAME OVER AND OVER, YELLING IN MY EARS WHILE I HAD TO DEAL WITH A SMALL BABY IN MY ARMS. I. HATE. EVERYONE. IM FUCKING OVERSTIMULATED, STOP FUCKING TALKING TO ME.
Edit: My mom just came upstairs.... She said "I'll ttyl, okay?" NO. NOT FUCKING OKAY!? WHY ARE YOU OBLY GETTIN GONTO YOUR CHILDREN!?! "They're our guests!" I. DONT. GIVE. A. SINGLE. SHIT. ABOUT. WHO. TF. THEY. ARE. IM THE MOST MATURE BITCH HERE! BUT NO, IM "OvErDrAmAtIc" .... Fuck people. Fuck overstimulation. Fuck parents. Fuck life. "Why are you so sad!?" BECAUSE IM NOT TAKEN SERIOUSLY.... And then you ask why I want to kms so bad... Fuck you all.
P.S. If I die, it was suicide!/hj Also pls don't put my Deadname on my gravestone!! Blame my family for being shitty and blame myslef for being a shot person♡😊🔫
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