Manan ff - when I realized I love her

Chapter 13

After dropping nandini manik went to hospital.

Manik's pov

I came to hospital directly as I really wanted to meet mom after knowing all these things. Now i know that she doesn't hate me. And now things will gonna be okay between us. Even I want to meet bhai and discuss about what nandini had told me about his father's help. I need to talk to bhai regarding this. Even I need to tell him about me and nandini too. As now I'll do every thing for mom for her healthy life.

I reached the room in no time. I'm quite nervous I don't know who she's gonna react or behave with me now.

Taking a deep breath and after having a small little fight my heart and brain I entered in the room.
As soon as  I enter mom looked at me but this time her eyes was showing love,  care, helplessness , and regret. She called me
I went towards her with small small steps. I know what she wanna say but this time I need To be strong for us.
End of pov.

Nyo- Manik. I'm sorry beta. I know that it won't be easy for you to be normal with me after what I've done with you all these years.
Manik abhi se Jada I'm attached to you. Kyoki tum mere samne hue ho. Tumko mainne tumhare birth k baad se hi sambhala hai. Haan it's true I'm not your mother...

Manik cut her in between.

Man- mom please don't say like this. You are my mother and this is all I know  and all I want to remember.
Main ne tabse aapko hi mom kaha hai jabse main shayad maa ka Matlab bhi nhi janta hoga.
Mom main hurt hu thoda sa k aaone ne mujhe kabhi apni health k baare me nhi bataya or itne saal aapne mujhe khudh se durr rakha. You know mom in all these years how much I've craved for your love for attention. School me jab bhi Parents meet hoti thi toh sbke parents aate the but mere nhi. Mujhe bahaut feel hota tha jb aap mujhese baat nhi kti thi ya milne nhi aati thi.

Nyi- manik. I'm so sorry beta. That I've spoiled you as person but manik main nhi chahati thi k tumko mere cancer k baare me kbhi bhi pta chle. Doctors ne kaha tha k mere pass time nhi hai or s liye hi main ne tumko mujhse dur rakha or tumhare saath aisebehave kiya Taki agar mujhe kuchho bhi Jaye toh tumko itna Jada hurt nhi hoga.

Ma- How could you mom.? How could you think like this.? Kaise soch Liya aapne k aapke aisa krne se mujhe aapse nafarat hone lagegi. Nhi mom you were wrong.

Aapne mujhe hurt krne se bachane k try me mujhe sbse Jada hurt kiya hai mom. Aapke is decision ne Mera Pura bachpan mujhse cheen Liya. In years me jab jab mujhe aapki zarurat thi tb aap mere saath nhi thi mom. Aapke aise behave krne k chakkr me aapne mujhe andar se itna tod diya tha na maa ki aaj tk main un broken pieces ko samet nhi paya hu.

Nyo- I know manik. I'm sorry baccha for all those painful moments.  Please baccha mujhe maaf kr de. I begg you beta.
And she cried her heart out.

Man- maa please don't.
Aap maafi mat mango. But ab please promise me mom k abse aap mujhe kabhi khudh se dur nhi kroge.

Nyo- kbhi nhi.
Come here.
She hug him and both cried there heart out in each other's embrace. 

All these years both have carved for each other. Both were pouring there heart in front of each other.

After few minutes both breake the hug.  Abhi came in with a nurse for nyonika's check up.
Nurse did allher Check up and leftvthe room.

Man- bhai wo nandini k father is a doctor. And she said that he can help us with mom's health and she said that there are still some chances that we can save mom.

Abhi- then toh we should definitely contact him and ask him for his help.
You give me his number a d I'll fix a meeting with him.

Man- yeah wait I'll ask nandini.