Toxic love

She's mental!

TW: 💔👀

If your wondering me and Toni are still arguing.

"YOUR A PATHETIC BITCH AND SO IS THAT GREMLIN INSIDE OF YOU" she shouted while walking to me with a very red face meaning she was angry with me. When isn't she?

I moved away as she was walking towards me but I hit the wall, now she was standing right in front of me. I could hear her breathing.
She had disappointed on her face with anger.

She slapped my face a few times before punching me in the stomach. I fell down in pain and started crying louder and louder to ever hit.

She stopped after a bit, I guess she was hoping that was enough.
I felt pain at the top of my stomach. But I don't think it was enough like she wanted it to be.

I ran upstairs and lied on the bed crying until I had no tears. She didn't come up once to see if I was okay. I ended up going to sleep, I woke up after 2 hours of sleep and went into the bathroom. I looked down and saw blood.
That's exactly what she wanted I thought to myself.

I hated her so much at this point but I still have love for her. how do I make it stop? How do I make all of it stop?

I ring the hospital for some advice because I wasn't in any pain there was just blood, not a lot but it was still worrying for me because of what happened a few hours ago.

they said I should go in and have a check up. That's gonna be hard because I don't want her knowing otherwise she will wanna go with me and what If the baby's dead? And I cry in front of her she won't give a shit then if it isn't she will hurt me. I just want her to show me she cares.

I go downstairs and say "I'm going out with Betty for a while" -I say before grabbing my bag and leaving without getting a reaction from her annoying ass.

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I enter the hospital and go to the room I need to be in to have a talk with the doctor.

"Hey I'm here for an appointment, I rang about me being a few months pregnant and there's signs of blood" -I say to the lady who's in the room.

"Okay miss.blossom right" -she says to me and I nod my head yes.

"we will take some test and we will call you back in around 2-3 days" -she says giving a small smile. I smile back and say thank you and leave after the tests that needed to be done.

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My phone rang and I picked it up and went to the bathroom and put it on speaker while Toni was watching a show downstairs.

"Hi ms.blossom, so you didn't have a miscarriage. That's good news the blood was just spotting, it normally happens when your close to your period during your pregnancy. Nothing to worry about. Stay well and come again if anything happens or it gets worse." -she says, it makes me feel relieved that there's nothing seriously wrong but what does that mean for Toni.

"Thank you bye" -I say then hang up and head back downstairs and cuddle my girlfriend.

"So what was you doing upstairs"- she randomly asked. Should I tell her the truth?

"Just used the bathroom" -I say then lean my head on her shoulder.

"That's funny Cheryl. I heard everything I have fucking cameras in the house and also I phoned Betty and you were definitely with her" -she said looking straight at me.
Of course she has cameras and whatever in this House because she's fucking mental. Like seriously?

"JUST FUCKING HIT ME ALREADY. I KNOW YOU CANT WAIT TO SEE ME CRY, I DONT CARE WHAT YOU WANT. IM HAVING THIS BABY WITHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT" -I shouted, this is probably the angriest I've been for a while.

I move away from her and go upstairs. I cuddle up with the blanket that was on the bed and just think for a while until She comes up and disturbs the silence.