Toxic love

I don't want my parents to fight anymore.

TW: language, abuse💔

Cheryls POV:

I hear Bria wake up and go downstairs, I'm doing my makeup.
Toni is making breakfast.

I go downstairs and sit next to Toni. She kisses me while wrapping her arms around my waist.

Bria walks into the kitchen and gets an apple out of the fridge.

"Baby Toni's made your favorite waffles" -I say confused because she didn't want her favorite food that she always has.

"i don't want it today" -she says quietly then gives me a hug before kissing my cheek. Then she leaves for school.

"Why is she acting like she hates me, she's been like this for ages." -Toni says while looking at me with a confused expression.

"I don't know, I'll talk to her later" -i says acting like I don't know anything but I do.

TEXT MESSAGES BETWEEN |MOTHER❤️ |AND |BRIA💘|.

Brias POV:
I get a text from my favorite parent and smile.

Mother❤️: heyy baby. I hope you have a good day at school, call me if you need me. Love you sweetie xx

she's so caring. I hate how she gets treated she doesn't deserve it.

I text her back.

BRIA💘: Thank you, I will. Love you too<3

MOTHER❤️: Do you wanna talk about anything that's bothering you xx

BRIA💘: Well I wanna go on holiday away. Just me and you I don't like Toni. And I know you guys don't have the  best connection but you and her shut me out and act like everything fine like her making my favorite breakfast. That's too much and I don't like it she's trying to hard to get me to like her. Maybe If she treated you better that would be a start.

MOTHER❤️: baby it's more complicated then that I get you don't like what's happening rn it's just hard for me. I'm just glad she doesn't hurt you that's all I care about xx

BRIA💘: I know you care about my safety but what about your safety your my mother and I care about you, it's been happening for ages I remember everything! It scares me like me at such a young age seeing that and Toni shouting at me too. Mum your better than this and you deserve more then this xx

MOTHER❤️: baby we will talk about this more later, have a good day at school. Xx

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Cheryls POV/

I put my phone away, go over to Toni and kiss.

"Let me see your phone now" -Toni says looking at me with impatiently.

I hand her my phone and sigh realizing I didn't delete the messages between me and Bria.

yes it's ridiculous how I have to keep deleting messages from my own daughter it's just for her safety.

"you ain't ever leaving without me, I don't care what that little shit wants. Got it" -Toni shouts slightly making me look at her and nod.

"Good girl" -she says, then lifts my chin up aggressively and slaps my face a few times. Then punches me in the stomach making me show no emotion because I'm use to all the pain and fear by now. Yes it still hurt but I'm use to the feeling, use to it enough to shut it off.

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A FEW HOURS LATER

Brias POV:
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I'm not far from my house, I don't wanna go back. I can't have sleepovers or friends over because it's embarrassing and scary. I don't want them to see what's happening.

I feel lonely and Im scared to leave my mum alone and go and hangout with friends.
I hate going to school also but I do it for my mum. She wants the best for me and she cares about me a lot too.
I just wish I could help her. I just don't know what to do that's safe for her, especially her.

I walk into the house and see Cheryl and Toni watching a film together laughing.

I roll my eyes because everyone knows it's fake.
I go over to them and give my mum a hug and give Toni a glare.
Then went up to my room to get changed.

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Cheryls POV:
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My daughter gives me a hug then gives Toni a glare.
I tried so hard not to laugh.
I didn't, I knew they'd be consequences for it.

She comes back down and sits next to me. I cuddle into her and smile.

Toni gets mad and gets up.
I look at her and she crosses her arms waiting for me to get up and go over to her.

"what" -I said bringing my hands up, to show I'm annoyed.

"you don't ever give me any comfort, it's always Bria this Bria that" -she says giving a laugh. I look at her in disgust.

"She's my daughter and most important to me then you ever fucking was. I cuddle you and do everything you want me to. God I even stand there and let you take your god damn anger out on me" I shout in her face hoping it makes her feel bad. I don't know if it did all I saw was no facial expression. Like usual.

she just looks at me for a few seconds, still with her arms crossed then goes upstairs.
I'm guessing she's going for a nap.
She normally does at this time.

I go back over to Bria and apologize. She just stays quiet and hugs me.

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Brias POV:
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i wish my parents could just love eachother the way there supposed to.
My friends always have good times with there families.
I don't even have a birthday because Toni doesn't want me to have a day all about me.
it's stupid really but my mum always buys me something slyly.

All I'm saying is
I don't want my parents to fight anymore.
I'm tired of it, of all of it.

-Karla 💞