Toxic love

you should of pulled out!

TW: 💔|👀
(Toni has a dick by the way!)
Time skip: it's been a year since Toni and Cheryl said they love each other. They are dating and have there own apartment together.
Toni still gets angry and violent but not as bad as she use to. Only when she hears something she doesn't like or if Cheryl gives her attitude, for example, swearing at her or shouting.

Cheryls POV|

I wake up feeling disgusting so I take a shower and brush my teeth. I couldn't be bothered to do makeup today so I didn't. I didn't feel well I've been like this for a few days, I've had times where I'd throw up but that doesn't seem important to me and I don't want Toni knowing I'm ill either so I just act like I'm normal and fine ig?

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Toni's POV.

I wake up and have a quick shower and brush my teeth before going downstairs to see my girlfriend cooking. Especially when she makes breakfast!
I was about to head into the kitchen but stop when I hear a strange sound. Is she throwing up? She didn't tell me she was ill..

I go over to her and slap her back making her sick more.

"t-Toni" -she said quietly, struggling to speak.

I slap her a few more times in the same spot.
She goes upstairs crying.
Shit..  why did I do that!
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Cheryls POV.
This is exactly why I didn't tell her I was ill, she gets frustrated. Like am I not allowed to be sick! she just hurts me for literally normal things that are supposed to happen in life.

I could hear her running up the stairs, I'm not in the mood for this.

"Why are you sick" -she asked, she expects me to know everything that happens to me or anyone all the time! I'm not a bloody expert.

"I don't know" -I said quietly. I don't want to talk so if she can't hear me she'll have to live with it.

"Are you pregnant" -she asked, I looked at her and rolled my eyes. What? me pregnant? if that happened she'd kill me so if I was then I'd make sure to get rid of the baby.

"I don't know Toni, your asking me all theses questions like I'm gonna know the answers. If you wanna know then get a test" -I said kinda annoyed she's asking me so many things.

"I will, you better not be otherwise ill kick the baby out of you" -she said with a serious expression on her face. Is she insane I know she wouldn't want the child but that's extreme!

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20 minutes later, Toni comes in the bedroom with a pregnancy test and throws it at me.

"Take it, I'll be waiting here" -she said. She sits on her phone while lieing on the bed.

I go into the bathroom and take the test. It better be negative! She's literally gonna kill me.

I waited 2 minutes after taking the test like the box said to do.
I took a deep breath and looked at what it said.. shit. IM FUCKING PREGNANT.

I throw the test away, making sure I hide it very well in the bin.
Then I take the spare test out of the box and right a fake line making it look negative.

Then I walk out the bathroom smiling and show her the test.

"I told you, you don't need to worry baby" -I said smiling. I hope she believes me..

"Okay good girl baby" -she said smiling.
She grabs me gently and we lay together while she gives me cheek kisses now and again.

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3 months later|

I started to show a stomach, I don't know what I'm supposed to do when she finds out. I haven't told her for a while and I don't know if I should because if I don't tell her she will be mad and if I do she still will be mad.

"Babe come cuddle me" -she shouted from downstairs. I don't really like cuddling her at the moment because if the situation as I don't want her to feel my stomach and freak out.

I go downstairs and smile showing I'm 'Happy'
and sit next to her, she puts her arm around my waist and hold me tightly.

We watch films together while cuddling.
She can be cute sometimes, I love her.

that's when she feels it, oh no.
she was stroking my stomach and felt the little bump.
She looked at me and rasies an eyebrow, I look at her and make a confused expression.

"Did you lie to me" -she said, but she seemed Calm. Why isn't she ripping my hair out? Not that I want that to happen but like huh.

"What do you mean, about what?" -I said confused, well acting confused.

"Baby are you pregnant, I felt the little bump" -she said still being calm.

"Uh y-yeah I am"- I said looking down feeling bad and kinda scared. I know she would snap any moment so I just waited for that to happen as I don't think it's properly hit her that I'm pregnant as she doesn't ever want kids she said to me because of the way she is and stuff.

"why didn't you tell me" -she said but this time looking at me.

"I thought you'd get mad or something" -I said honestly. Not making eye contact.

She lifted my chin up roughly making me look at her. I tried not to cry but I couldn't, I was emotional because of the pregnancy and now she's gonna think I'm a pathetic bitch.

"Why are you crying" -she said, still acting calm. I kinda hated how she was taking it. It just seemed different and I didn't like it at all.

"I wanna be alone, leave me alone" -I said kinda shouting because I felt awkward by the way she was acting.

"CHERYL YOU KNOW I DIDNT WANT YOU TO HAVE A KID. WITH ME OR WITH ANYONE, I ACTED CALM BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT YOU TO GET STRESSED BUT I DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE BECAUSE I DONT WANT THE RAT THATS GROWING IN YOUR FAT STOMACH. ILL KILL IT IF I HAVE TO!" -she shouted really mad.
I cried.

I didn't know what to say to be honest.
I said the first thing that came to my mind.

"YOU SHOULD OF PULLED OUT" -I shouted back. She knew I wasn't safe or anything like that. She didn't even think or ask to put a condom on so it's not all me.

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This is the longest chapter in this story so far.
ENJOY!
-KARLA💗