She's a Psycho

Dinner Talk

Kail POV:

"KAIL DINNERS READY!!" My brother called from downstairs. I raced downstairs and sat at the table. I looked at everyone and gave them a mysterious look. "What." I said. "Oh nothing" My mother said. I rolled my eyes and ate my food. "So..sweetie is there anybody at school you're interested in?" My mom said. "I don't know..why are you asking me this stupid question?" I said sounding  frustrated. "It's just that ever since that break up you had with Mark you haven't been interested in anybody" Mom said.  "Mom Mark was a fuckin jerk he used me just so he can copy my homework he just took me for granted!! Of course I would never date anybody like him! Remember that time her forced me to do stuff with him...He's a bitch" I said. "Kail language" My father said. "But I wasn't talking to you?" I said. " I have a great question for you?" My mom said to me. "What.." I mumbled. "Don't you think you might be Lesbian..Cause you know you never really hangout with boys you mostly hang out with the girls!" Mom said. My face was in shocked why the fuck would  I tell my mom that I'm FUCKIN LESBIAN at the dinner table how stupid is that! "What makes you say that?" I said raising my voice a little. "Yeah what makes you say that" My dad adds on. "I don't know if you just seem more happy with the girls..Like Lovely or Raya you love both of them so much It's almost like you like them or something."My mom said happily. "Look just because there my friends doesn't mean we have anything going on I'm pretty sure If I was Lesbian I would have told you..but for now let's not talk about this whole stupid shit!" I said finally done with that little conversation.

"Well I'm just suggesting shouldn't Kail take the antisocial personality disorder test?" Allen said. I looked at him and My face was red. "Okay is it just pointing out KAIL AT THE DINNER TABLE DAY!! Like shit why the fuck do you guys keep pointing me out?" I said. "Hmm Allen got a point there..I think Kail needs to see Dr. Diaz again!" Dad said. "You guys  really piss me off almost everyday!" I said. "Well Kail there are things that need to happen around the household! You need to follow the rules and you also need to stop getting into arguments that don't reply to you! Also you're going to be out of school for this week this is the time where you get grounded!" My mom said sternly. I looked at her and smirked and laughed to myself. "Mom.." I couldn't even finish my sentence. I slightly licked my teeth and chuckled again. "Rules don't apply to me just to let you all know that" I said casually. "You're really going to kill me if you keep up your dumbass smart replies!" My dad said. "I'm sorry but was that supposed to scar me..I'm capable to do anything I want your just a mad.dumb.ass.bitch! I said staring directly into my dad's eyes. "You don't care about anybody but yourself!" He said. "I don't care! just stop talking to me and just rot in hell dumb shit head!" I said waiting for a reply.  "Hmm? I guess not a reply anymore" I grabbed my plate and put it in the sink. "I'm done with this "Dinner Talk" also I'm not cleaning the dishes, Allen can do it." And with that I left and went upstairs.

God my life is so fucked up!! Why do I fuck my life up anyways? Am I really that bad of a person? Am I a Psycho for real? Do I have that stupid disorder? Nah I can't that would just be stupid. I scoffed. I Picked my phone up to see a message from my friend Raya. I ignored it I didn't have the time to talk I was just so stressed over something..that isn't serious. I looked at the door and saw my brother Allen. "What do you want" I said dreadfully. "Hey I wanted to talk to you..I know you don't want to talk but can we just talk please.." He said. "Of course I can talk to you, You are my brother" I said smiling just a little. "So I know your Lesbian and all but don't you think it's time that you should talk to mom and dad about it?" He said. "Why so dad can hate me forever and mom to brag about her daughter being a Lesbian?" I stated. "No All I'm just saying is why just hide your secret! A lot of people out here are just like you.." He lowered his voice. I looked at him and rolled my eyes I hate when he's right. "I will think about it..but for now no" I looked at my hands and I felt this pain in my chest. A pain I have never felt before. "Good night Kail see you later tomorrow!" Allen gave me a hug and left! 

I locked my door and I sat on the bed! My heart is beating faster 'Why Is it doing this' This bad ache pain hurts very bad! I ignored the pain and went to the bathroom I got into the shower for like half an hour then got back out. I picked up my phone to see a message from the group chat which is Allen,Raya, and Lovely. 

Raya 🥵❤‍🔥: Hey Guys! So..Saturday do you all want to hang out?

Lovely 😇🥳🤍: Sure!

Allen 😮‍💨💯🤤: Hm??...Yeah whatever!

Kail 🖤🥱: Idk If I can come guys

Raya 🥵❤‍🔥: Why, Not?

Kail 🖤🥱: Maybe I might be still grounded or whatever.

Raya 🥵❤‍🔥: ??....Nah Idk.

Kail 🖤🥱: Fuck whatever I'm going anyways!

Allen 😮‍💨💯🤤: Kail Your going to get in trouble you dumb fuck! 

Kail 🖤🥱: Whatever I'm still going..

I put my phone away I walked downstairs and looked at my mom.. "Hey" I said sitting across from her.  "Hey..what are you doing down here?" She looked at me. "I don't know I'm just very bored"  I picked at my nails. "Wanna take a walk around the neighborhood"  My mom suggested.   I shrugged my shoulders and grabbed my shoes and left the house as my mom followed me. "So! wanna talk about it?" My mom said. I looked at her as we walked I was confused. "About it?" My brow raised. "Kail I know about your secret!.." My mother said. "So you know that I'm Lesbian?" I said with my arms crossed. "Of course I do It's kinda obvious" I looked at her I was a little irritated  at first when she told me this. But It's whatever I guess! We walked for a couple of minutes and finally went back home. I walked back upstairs and laid down on the bed and went to sleep.

'The next Morning'

I woke up and looked out the window I was so tired but I was already asleep like what the hell. I went downstairs and saw everybody at the table. "Hey Kail" Allen said I waved and sat at the table and ate my breakfast. "Bye I gotta go see ya Kail" Allen said. "Yeah..see ya" I said. "Well um me and your dad are going to work so do your chores and  Yeah I don't really care but yeah bye sweetheart" My mom said. I shook my head and waved at her and dad. Once they left I  blew out a breath that I didn't even know I was holding  and sat there just tired. 

'After 2 hours of chores cuz I'm LAZY'

I finally got done with chores and went upstairs. I was tired as fuck!  I looked at the clock and saw what time it was. I groaned and rolled my eyes. I got a Phone call from a weird but oddly familiar number. I answered it!

"Hey Kail"