TW: MENTIONS OF DEATH, ANGST
[Earth POV]
I should've known..
Mix shouldn't keep this from me. We promised there will be no secrets from each other but why this?
Bottles of beer scattered around me. The alcohol made my vision to be blurry. Never ending tears stream down from my eyes in despair. The cold atmosphere surrounds me as the coldness touched my skin and darkness surrounds the room like night without the stars, like my life without Mix.
I looked over and saw pictures spilled from a shoe box. Those pictures were Mix's. He loved taking pictures and love being the model at the same time.
Six years ago <<<
"Make a serious yet hot look at the same," Mix said before focusing on the camera to take a picture of me.
"You really love my hot look for ya'?" I asked as I smirked. He looked away from the camera then look at me.
"Since day one baby," he smiled, showing his toothy grin. "Okay, just post. Make sure to look and feel like a hottie." I laugh at his description. But yet obliged his rules. "Ready? One.. two.. three!"

"Oh my.. God!" Mix exclaimed in the most gayest way possible. "This just made me two hundred times grateful that I dated you!"
My eyebrows furrowed, "So, you're just dating me because you like my body more than me?"
"Wha- NO! Obviously not! If I did though, I would've broken up with you for a while already." Mix said then rolled his eyes. I laughed as I pulled him in bed with me.
"Haha, good thing you are adorable, I won't scold you," I said before kissed his temple.
"Wait, does that mean, you would've scold me just now but because I'm adorable and you don't want to scold me because if u did my adorable face would be crying shitless?" He raised one of his eyebrows.
"I- maybe?" I hesitated. "But either way, I still love you," I said before kissing him.
"I love you too." He smiled into the kiss.
End of flashback >>>
I smiled sadly when I thought about that memory.
We used to be silly about this relationship thing. Until we got university, we started taking it seriously because we both got to different universities. To spend some time together, we decided to stay in a condo together until both of us finally graduate. I graduated first but I waited for Mix until he finally has his diploma.
After we both are done with our studies we moved out from the condo to live in a house and got ourselves a job. Mix worked as a photographer and I worked as an artist. Mix has a social media account where he post about the things he took.. like me.
I got up from the floor and walked clumsily to the bedroom. I plopped on the bed. My eyes wonder on the picture frames on the wall. Most of them are pictures of us together.
The memories we made were now on the walls of the house, not just the house but every corner in my mind, too.
One day, he told me he was offered a job as a photographer and a journalist in Europe. I was so happy for him because it was his dream to be a photographer and being worldwide known for pictures he took. After a week later, we shared our last kiss and hug before he went to security. I could see tears streaming, staining his cheeks. I told him it's going to be okay and we'll call each other after he landed.
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