The Outsider

Chapter 6 "Caught"

I Jumped Up As Fast I Could Pretending As If I Had Fallen On A Pack Of Nails. I Didnt Know Exactly How To Play This One Off.

Tyshawn Jumped Up Too, Looking Around Wildly Searching For An Excuse In His Mind That He Just Cant Seem To Find.

Cameron And Tyshawn Go Way Back.. Maybe Thats The Reason Tyshawn Also Used To Treat Me Like Shit. Tyshawn Used To Date One Of Camerons Girlfriends Mya. Mya Was Tall Slim And Lightskin. She Had Perfect White Teeth And Gorgeous Brown Hair. Everyboy Wanted Her, But everyone was afraid to talk to her. Except my brother Cameron. Cameron Had So Many Traits I Lacked. Like The Ability To Walk Into Public And Not Stutter Or Look Uncomfortable. Or Maintain A 4.0 While Managing Football, Basketball, And The Debate Team. Jacob Was Sort Of The Same As Cameron Just Shorter. (Anyways)

Tyshawn Ended Up having sex with Mya and telling the entire school, having her transfer from embarrassment. The entire school teased her and left cruel notes in her locker. Calling her a "Thot" and A "Mistake". Cameron Was Embarrassed Because He Was Dating Mya At The Time When It Happened. After school that day a crowd of people circled the parking lot having tyshawn and his entourage pull up, along with my brother And His as Well. It Was Pure Chaos. Punches Were Thrown, But The Crowd Was So Full And Intense That Everyone Was Hit And Cameron And Tyshawn Got Seperated By Security Before They Could Do Any Damage. After That Both My Brothers Cameron And Jacob Transfered to an all boys school for their safety. The Reason Jacob went with Cameron was because of his poor grades. The reason my Dad Let Me Stay Was Because I Was Already In An Acedemic Program That I Loved And he could See That. These Two Had Bad Blood And I Could Feel It

"OH I KNEW YOU WAS A MUTHAFUCKIN FAGGOT, BUT GODAMN NIGGA" Cameron Shouted Ringing My Innocent Ears.

I Yelled Back "Its Not What It Fucking Looks Like So Shut The Hell Up" I Said Getting Defensive.

"Nigga Shut Yo Gay Ass Up. Dont Talk To Me Crazy, You Sittin In Here With This Fried Ass Nigga" Cameron Says, Pointing At Tyshawn.

Tyshawn Smiles But Inside Hes Broken, He Stands Up Brushing Off His Clothes. "Damn... Now Lets See.. First I Fucked Ya Girl.. Now I Fucked Ya Brother.. Damn..You Gotta Catch Up Bruh." He Says Giggling.

"Okay Guys Chill.. Its Getting Loud In Here" I Say Tryna Break Ice Thats No Longer There.

"Why The Fuck Are You Talking?" Jacob Saying Defending Cameron As Always. "You Have No Right, Faggots Dont Belong In This House Bruh."

Here We Go Again. Cameron And Jacob Ganging Up On Me As Always. I Begin To Feel My Heart Swell As If Its About To Bust From The Tension Of Biting My Tongue For So Long.

"So What Yall Gone Say About This? You Gone Expose Me?" Tyshawn Said Smirking. He Knew That If Cameron Exposed Him , He'd Have To Bring Up His Brother Which Brought Up Him, Which Effected His Reputation.

"Just Get The Fuck Out My House... " Cameron Said Feeling Defeated.

Tyshawn Shrugged And Walked Toward The Door And Exited The Apartment. As Soon As That Door Closed I Felt A Large Strike Across My Face Falling To The Ground

" YOU SUCH A FUCKIN HOE ASS NIGGA. I WISH YOU WASNT MY BROTHER. ALWAYS DOIN SOME FAG SHIT. ONE.MINUTE YOU HANGING AROUND THE GAYEST BOY IN SCHOOL, THE NEXT YOU SUCKIN DICK?" Cameron Said Screaming As His Deep Voice Vibrated Off The Walls.

"You Dont Understand Me Thats All. " I Say Wiping The Blood From My Lips. "All Yall do is judge me. Im Sorry Im Not Athletic, Or Charming, And Outgoing Like Both Of You. But This Is Me And If You Dont Like It Stay The Fuck Away From Me."

I Pick Myself Up And Push Jacob Out The Way Slamming The Door Behind Me. I Was So Furious And Upset That I Could Feel My Mind Shattering. Everything I Worked Hard For. Wanting To Be Accepted All Out The Window. Daddy Never Having Time For Me. Brothers Never Really Caring To Get To Know Me. I Was So Confused Who Really Was On My Side.

I Ran Down The Steps As Fast As I Could Trying To Find Tyshawn. He Was Speeding Down The Alley Outside The Apartment It Was Raining And Dark Outside, I Ran To Him Trying To Stop Him And He Pushed Me Into A Brick Wall Holding Me.

"What The Fuck Did I Tell You? You Think This A Game With me My Nigga? Im Not Crazy You Tryna Set Me Up."

"No... Tyshawn I Didnt Know.. They Were Coming I Swear "I Start To Cry

He Kicks The Gray Trashcans Over Making A Roaring Sound With The Hyper Wind.

"Stay The Fuck Away From Me Faggot, If I Ever See You Making Eye Contact With Me In Public Ill Break Your Fucking Face. You Hear Me Nigga?"

"Yes .." I Said Starting To Wimper And Burst Into A Stratosphere Of Tears And Heartbreak. He Didnt Know.How Hurt I Was. How Bad I Wanting Him. Hes Just Paranoid To The Entire World. The Only Person Who Loved Him He Keeps Pushing Away.

Tyshawn Threw Me Onto The Wet Ground And Speeded Off In The Rain, It Began To Rain So Hard I Could Barely See. I Was In Such A Dark Place, So Much Was Hapoening At Once i Just Couldnt Focus Anymore.

What The Fuck Am I Going To Do?