The Outsider

Chapter Four

(Orlando's Point Of View)

I Felt Them Inside Me. Warm Thick Flesh Entering And Exiting My Body One By One. Over And Over Until They Were Tired. I Began to Feel Tears Run Down My Cheeks Into My Solid Structured Nose. It Was So Painful, but I wouldn't stop it. I wouldn't say no to Tyshawn.

One by one, they began to bust on me, feeling white thick fluids in my hair, face, stomach, and thighs. I never felt anything like it before. It was Tyshawn Who I paid all my attention to, the boy with the camera. Who loved me. Who wanted me to be his. Right?

After Tyshawns friends Cleaned up their mess he ordered them to go. I was really pissed with him abusing me like this. Maybe I was confused.

We sat in his bedroom In silence. It was the most awkward thing ever. To get fucked by a squad of thugs on camera! I felt violated, vulnerable, and stupid for Letting It happen. Look at me. I'm pathetic.

"The top was coo" Tyshawn Said breaking My Train of thought. "That's All You Care About? The Top? What About Me?" I Said Looking at him. I Wanted to know how he felt about me. I don't love him, and I know he doesn't love me. I'm just his fling who doesn't have a pussy. In my mind I should take advantage of this, but I cant!

"I mean... We not together, I'm really not gay.. So.." He Said looking at me in the most serious position. I. WAS. PISSED. But Wait How Could I Be? I Was in the closet myself. At Least I Was Honest To Him About It.

"So you aren't gay? But you just had me suck you and your friends Dicks, and on top of that you put it on Camera." I said catching an attitude. I was tired of this man confusing me. What am I To Him?

"First Off, nobody forced you to come over here, you chose to. Don't be mad because I want to get a quick nutt when I'm high and no bitches around!" He looked so serious I couldn't believe it. Was I sad or angry?

"So are you gonna delete the video?" I Said maneuvering the topic to something more relevant. "Not Yet.. Imma watch it when I'm bored.. Why, you scared I'm finna show somebody?" He caught it dead on the head. But who was he going to show? He's in the closet, so he can't show his friends. I laughed at him and layed on top of Him Spreading My Legs On His Dick Print Wrapping My Arms Around Him.

"What Is you doin? Lol " Tyshawn said gripping my waist. "Its something about you that I can't get over " I Say as I lay my head in his shoulder.

"Oh so you like me ?" Tyshawn said smirking, Licking his lips.

"I Always kind of liked you... I just..didn't know how to tell you. You was always mean to me."

"Mmmm." He Said Gripping My Thighs .. "Promise You won't say nothing to nobody." I gasped , I Think This Nigga Really Likes Me. I Squeezed His Dick And Kissed His Lips "Promise"

3 Hours Later I Was At home playing Video Games. My Ass was pounding from pain, and my mouth felt like it was stretched out. I sat back and thought who could I tell? Blue Was my only real friend who would understand about my sexual orientation so I called him. "Hello?" Blue said picking up the phone. "Hey Blue.. What You doing.." I Hesitated , I Wanted It To Be A Buildup Before I Said Something..

"Nothing, Finna Go On Taylor Street To The Mall. You Wanna Come?" Maybe This Would Be The Perfect Time To Tell Him. "Yea" I Said I'll Be At Home, Come Pick Me Up" Blue Drove without A License So He Didn't Care. I hung up The Phone and took a shower cleansing My brown body. I for once felt important. My father never pay d attention to me because he was always working non stop. And when he does he constantly yells at me. With Tyshawn Its different. He actually gives me a choice. I didn't have to Go over there like he said, but I did it anyway. I step out the shower and comb my medium locks back. Putting on my blue jeans and black slim fitted shirt. I walk outside to see blue in his orange ford focus. I immediately get in.