FOREVER MINE

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Three days later

It has been three days of  agonizing pain, three days since my life has been crashed like it was nothing, three days since my parents returned with the bad news that turned my life upside down,three days since I last stepped out of my room
Three days of surviving with junks and drinks ,I couldn't go to work for three days, they called and called till my phone battery drained out of charge.

Sometimes I'll just sit in the confines of my room, tears falling freely like a tap of water, looking at the sky wishing my life will be bright as the moon but if only wishes were horses.

At times I always yearn to go back to my childhood days, when I couldn't differentiate between love and hate, when I didn't know what problem was, when all I know was to take ice cream and play with my toys, when i will always throw a tantrum over a small thing, but sadly I can't

A Knock from the door brought me out from my dream land

What!? I shouted getting angry for no reason
We need to talk ,came my moms soft voice
Why?! Do you even care about how I will feel when you accepted that marriage proposal?
Do you even care about how I will feel when you left me at home to myself to cater for my needs ?
Do you even care about what will happen to me when you left me all this while to take care of your damn business?

DID YOU?!
For all those years and still counting did you care ?
Did you care for Once ?
Will you ever care?
All you care about is your filthy work,work!work!!and work!!.
It matters to you than I do
that's when the tears decided to betray me,and that's how my breathing started to seize
I stood up to look for my inhaler,ignoring all my mother's plead to open the door so that she will help me
But I turned a deaf ear to her
Opening drawers upon drawers I finally saw it underneath a few clothes of mine,I brought it to my mouth and inhale it before sitting down rob relax a bit and I didn't know when I slept off.

Few hours later...

I woke up to someone banging the door and pleading for me to open up, I hissed and walked to the bathroom
I took my bath and dressed up, then I picked up my journal and started drafting a poem

Laying in the dark
My mind full of scenarios
My heart already broken into pieces
Patting my already broken self on the head
Telling myself it will be alright
But will it ever be ?

Laying in the dark
Because light has become a foe
Tears of agony filled my eyes
But they are just too dried up to pour
Looking for somebody who will hear my silent please and care for me
But if only they could hear me screaming to have even just a friend.

A loud knock interrupted me yet again!
Urghhhh I groaned as I kept my journal before walking to the door
Who is it! I asked uninterested
Please open the door my baby , I know I've wronged you and I will do whatever it's to make it up to you
But please don't shut me out, please accept my apology and forgive me baby before I die.

Why will she die? I asked myself

I didn't know I said it loud till she answered,because I am diagnosed with cancer  stage two she said making my eyes to bulge

I didn't know what made me open the door,the fact that she asked for my forgiveness or the fact that she has cancer I just couldn't understand, when I opened the door I drew her and she hugged me to her chest, drawing small circles at my back till I calmed down

Hey it's going to be okay my mom said her voice breaking with each word she spoke knowing that it's not possible
Insha Allah I whispered and I decided to be the strong one

And that's how we talked and talked like the missing best friends that we are

Please meet him for me, just for me she whispered before she slept off and I adjusted the duvet to cover her well

It's okay mom I will, for you! Just for you.

Morning came so fast
And the house is in chaos because of  the not so "special guest"
Mom has been in the kitchen since morning she couldn't rest because she believes that she has to impress her " future in-law"

*rolls eyes*

She shooed me up to go and dress up and look nice for the so called guest, I took my time scrubbing my body before I left the bathroom and applied my lotion, I slipped into the lace my mom brought out for me.
I sprayed my perfume and draped a veil around my body and went out of the room.

I walked downstairs when the door rang and I decided to get it
Opening the door I came face to face with....

YOU!
YOU!

We screamed at the same time

What a small world...

Heyoooooo fellas 😭🌚
Can anyone of you pass me some tissue because I'm literally crying 😭

Like her mother became her best friend
And she's going to die because of cancer 😭🤧
Ouch

And any guesses or ideas on who she met?😂💃🏻
Like this is really fun 🥳💃🏻

Who's up for a chocolate bar?🌚
Like I'm very stingy when it comes to sweet but I'm giving it to you guys because I lobe lobe you guys like so much 🥺❤️😂

So nobody right?
Okay then I'll finish it🤧😂

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Byesssssssss fellas🌚😭
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