for a social butterfly you're so unsocial with me, you always tend to tink a room with your loud drawn out rambling, and over talking others with your small stories to add to the conversation, your full smile held together with your right hand to cover if you started smiling too hard.
For such an overly talkative person, why do you seem like the introvert with me? do my conversations not pique your interest enough, am I not quite enough, not loud enough?
I do all I can to match your energy so, what's missing?
I'd say, I'd let you lead the conversation but all that's left in that is silence, am I not worth being talked over at a party, an event, alone together? am I not worth a full conversation? Or a conversation with weight? Am I not worth something to be held up upon? or maybe it's too much for me to ask for more than, I want a talk with you at least. I want something.
it's so hard when you miss when I'm trying to start a conversation with you, you jump when I add something to the conversation, comment on something at least, it feels too routine, always "wyd"
conversation start, "I started writing again"
"cooll!"
miss.
"is this good" conversation start.
"you witten books!"
miss.
talk to you, talk about what every conversation I try isn't met with any good end in fact never starts, YOU talk to ME.
I'm not saying every conversation needs to be a meaningful conversation, but, one, wouldn't hurt.
