+*+* Chaos Is Beautiful +*+*

Why Would I Say Yes?

I got out of the bathroom with a fresh hoodie and a pair of black sweatpants.

My phone needed to be charged so I kept it for charge. While I plugged it in I looked at myslef in the mirror and decided today would be a day for ice-cream.

I went to the closet and looked at my options. Everything was in shades of blacks or blues. The only colourful clothes I had, I wore rarely. And even then I would only wear them at home.

I picked out a cozy black sweater with some black jeans. 

Nice

 At least my thoughts were a bit positive.

I got out of my room to see Tommy sitting on the couch checking twitter or something.

" You done with breakfast ?" I asked him. I was a bit surprised. He usually is never ready this early.

" Yup. I had to finish fast. I have practice in like 15 minutes."

I gave my response which was just a hum.

Tommy was in a band called ' The Originals' and they weren't half bad. Of course I wasn't in it. I was way to unexperienced. And i wasn't mentally stable enough. I had made that clear to Tommy the first time he asked.

But of course he still asks every single day.

"Are you sure you don't wanna join." He said.

I grumbled back.

He knows what my answer is. 

This is a bit annoying sometimes because now I can only practice and record for my YouTube channel when Tommy's gone. Which is pretty often but still. It's a bit of a hassle.

And No, Tommy doesn't know about my YouTube channel. He and I have almost the same music taste and never once has he mention ' Cherry blossom' so I assume I'm safe.

Tommy broke the silence. 

By whining even more

"You know I'll never stop asking. Why can't you just show meee." HE dragged out his ' E's' and put on a puppy face even though , again , he knows the answer.

"No Tommy. It's always gonna be no." I had said that harsher than I wanted to.

" I'm sorry for being rude but seriously Tommy the day I join your band I'll pay you 50 pounds."

Tommy's eyebrows arched upwards. " Oh really Tubbo. You that sure "

" Yes! Never in a million years will I join your band."

He gave out a loud sarcastic laugh and said " Sure bigman what ever you say. I'm out to practice in a few."

He gave a pause. I had a feeling he was going to say something else.

 And my gut was right. 

"Umm . .  Would you like to join me?"

"No thanks. I have my own plans."

"Oh." He was disappointed. I could tell.

I don't have anything against his band. They're all really nice actually. Wilbur was the bassist and Niki is their manager but she sings in a few songs too. Tommy is their guitarist. And Jack was their drummer.

Or should I say was  their drummer.

Tommy had sighed and gotten up and gave me some shocking news.

"Oh by the way Jack's quit now."

I gasped a little. " Wait what ?"

" Yup. He fractured his hand and had to get surgery. It'll be a few months before he can play again so he resigned. He's leaving to his hometown near England."

" Oh" I knew Jack pretty well so I was a bit sad.

" We've got a new drummer though. He's actually good."

I hummed in response. Tommy had gone near the door and started wearing his shoes.

"But the saddest thing is that he's American. Can you believe it !"

I chuckled. Tommy has some personnel vendetta against some americans. It's complicated.

"Ok." I replied. 

I got up from my seat and saw that Tommy was ready to leave. His guitar was strapped on his back.

He looked around then looked straight into my eyes.

" Goodbye Tubbo. See you later."

 I smiled. " Bye Tommy." I decided to also mention he was late. 

"And hurry up your late."

He checked the clock, quickly swore under his breath and ran out.

Now it's time to make some music .

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A/N Is this ok so far? I'm sorry if it's too short. And do you want me to include the word count as well. Cuz I could but I'm not cuz I don't think it's really necessary

Anyways hope you enjoyed so far. :)

PS I changed the ages a little so go and check the intro.

Basically Tubbo , Ranboo, Tommy are all 21 now and Tubbo is turning 22 not 20