I have really bad Social Anxiety and I'm Autistic, I remember many times in high school especially in music or drama where we had to perform plays, songs all of those and it was horrible I have many stories from those classes for the record the teachers had no idea that I was Autistic and just thought I didn't what to do it for no reason.
But here is one I remember in Music we had to practise a song on the piano and also sing, we were in a group with 5 other people and I knowone liked me so we didn't get touch done they would also criticise me for not saying anything or participating it was horrible.
(They hated me anyway) But we got back to the class they were ready to perform and I was freaking out and trying to not cry and have a meltdown. The thing is it had to be recorded as well.
So when it was our time to do it I literally refused to do it because I literally couldn't stand up in front if the class or perform anything.
So I start crying my teacher gets mad at me and makes me stay behind after class and I was sobbing he even bought in the music teacher from next door to deal with me.
I was terrified and alone in the classroom worh two teacher who did not like me and I did not like them. But they finally let me go.
And since then I've always hated Music and those teachers who forced me to perform when I really couldn't.
But yeah that's my story, I have many more its terrifing my school was horrible with me and when that happened. And it happened ALOT.
I've never told my parents anything like that happened and still haven't it been years since it happened ans I can still remember like it was yesterday.
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Autistic Problems/Things
Fanfictionso I've done many of these and I'm Autistic and I have lots of things to talk about with being Autistic and my parents don't understand that sometimes I just can't do or understand curtain things they say or do so this is something that I can say wh...
