Sincerely Me

6.

Well, it's been a while since I saw you last. You disappeared off of the face of the Earth. No goodbye, or anything.
Not even a last look of terror before leaving me like that.
That was excruciatingly painful, you know. I don't appreciate that, obviously. But luckily, you're back. Visiting your mother. For who knows how long. Haven't figured that out yet.
I noticed you were back two and a half minutes ago, forgive me for the lack of information on that then.
How I noticed so fast, you ask?
Obviously I kept checking every single day if you returned to the city.
Why haven't I given up? Because you're mine, honey. Of course I won't give up. <3
I wouldn't ever give up on my victim.

I have to say, my dear.
You look less stressed, more smiley and happy.
I'm glad you felt the need to get some of that glow back. A part of me really is glad.
But a huge chunk is exceptionally angry.
I am in disbelief at how quickly you've left, without a trace.
I doubt you were in hiding, I've done enough investigation on that anyway.

Well, since you're back. I feel as though that I can breathe again. Coping to live without you was extremely, unbelievably difficult.
Changing my entire routine, having to focus on other things, not seeing your pretty face daily.
Speaking to anyone was a pain in the ass. All I could think about was your lips, how badly I wanted to see that smile again.
How badly I wanted them wrapped around my cock, too.
But I couldn't see those anymore.
All I had was my memories, injuries from sneaking and stalking you.
Seeing the wounds on my legs and knees every single time I undressed, bringing flashbacks on how I would get off to watching you through your laptop.
Hell, I was touching myself right outside your window, whilst you were completely unaware of my near presence.
I missed it.
Not the best 9 months of my life, I must say.
But now I have my life back, my true purpose, the center of my universe.
I've been waiting for you, sweetheart.

Welcome back.

Sincerely, me.