Famous ~ [Jude Bellingham]

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DABRIA POV

Today Jude went back to training, games and all

I dont have any jobs here until tommorrow so today I went to the gym and im now with denise cooking and talking

the main theme has been my mom an the whole situation

"have you kept in contact with Daniel and JJ though" Denise asks and I nodd "yes me and daniel have been talking way more than what we were before this whole situation"

"okay so what about Lucas" she says cutting some potatoes and thats when I huff "No I haven't talked to him since then, only through daniel but now they aren't together" I say

we talked for the whole time that we were cooking dinner about it and now im pretty sure that I will have to be the adult and do something about it since Clarissa is a baby

I would rather just never ever talk to her again, she does not deserve three seconds of my time

and I know that Jude's whole family doesn't like her, they just keep her around because of 'respect' to my father and obviously the kids Daniel, Lucas and me

but then again Lucas is my brother and I love him and I would love to be able to talk to him when I feel like it, or I want him to be able to talk to me when he feels like it

I feel bad that Lucas still has to be with her, but then I remember the she treats him right the same way that she treated Daniel right

im getting over it though, I dont need her and thats it

if it only were that easy, these moments are the ones in which I miss my dad the most, I miss him all the time but if he was here It would all just be much easier

the hospital sent me the monthly check ups of his heart beat, breathing and all, I havent even read them. I know what they are like and it wont change anything

Jude should be back in a bit, he'll probably be tired and go to rest

right in that moment he walks in the living room where I was sitting on the couch

"Im tireddd, my body hasn't gone back to training mode" he says as he drops next to me and I shrugg "maybe you should have trained through out the whole vacation" I say knowing well that I wouldn't have done that either

"maybe I should have, but we know I wouldn't" he says closing his eyes

"I was joking I know you wouldn't, If i were you I wouldn't have either, dont worry you'll be back in a few days" I say and he nodds "yeah"

he stretches, when jude stretches its a whole workout, he ends up with my thighs as his pillow

"when is your photoshoot thingy" Jude asks opening his eyes

"my photoshoot thingy is tommorrow and the whole week after even more of them actually" I say mentally reminding myself

"so, busy all week" he says nodding "have you eaten yet" I ask him and he shruggs "not really" he answers and I furrow my eyebrows

"yes or no" I ask and he shakes his head in no "okay im gonna go heat us something up, your mom is out"

he doesn't answer already asleep

yes, this is my chance to take a picture of sleeping jude, I take out my phone and snap the picture

perfect

the next hour or so Is spent in the kitchen while im blasting some music, jude after training is either full of adrenalin or as tired as he could be, today is a tired jude day

im gonna heat us some food cause if it weren't for me he would probably just not eat

im just gonna heat up the food me and denise made before he came home

I have a photoshoot tommorrow so ill have a bit less of spaghetti and a bit more salad, ill go to the gym later tonight

"judieeee" I call out for the childhood nickname Jude's dad used to call him

I walk to the livingroom and there he is in the exact same position but on his phone instead of sleeping

"I made us some spaghetti come on" I say picking up a pillow and throwing it at him

I leave the room and he follows after me "thank you"

we both got our food and sat down eating

"oh I forgot to tell you" I say as I move my hand holding the fork "Im not sure if you remember her but sal, my old friend is planning on coming on vacation here to germany"

he raises his eyebrows "you finally convinced her?" he says shocked and I nodd excitedly "mhmm I told her that germany would look great on the journal, like a tourist attraction or whatever"

for the rest of the dinner we talked about random useless stuff

"you want to go out tonight" he asks and I stop to think, or atleast I pretend to think, im obviously gonna say yes, who cares about the gym

I would have enough time I'd still have to shower and get ready and I'll have to be home by atleast midnight

I nodd "what are you thinking" I say

he shruggs "just go on a walk, I don't know, not feeling like staying home" he says and I nodd

"great, but Ill have to shower first and then get ready" I say and he nodds "sure, Im gonna go shower too and then we'll meet up"

we finished up, I showerd, got ready and we left to go on our walk

im not dressed up or anything, just a sweat and some shorts, fall is kicking in so its a bit fresher at night

he is in his black football shorts and a black tshirt

"you are gonna be so cold that you're gonna regret not bringing the sweater I told you to bring" I assure him as I nodd to myslef and look at the street lights

Jude scoffs "not true, im never cold like ever" he says jokingly and I shake my head "talking like I haven't known you my whole life"

he makes a silly face as I Imitate him which makes us chuckle

"hey what's been up with with the c-woman" he says as I chuckle at him

"you can say her name" I say as I roll my eyes playfully and he shakes his head "I'd rather not"

I shake my head with a smile

"clarissa is just being herself and not reaching out to me, which I obviously knew would happen" I say truthfully "now I know I could reach out to her but honestly, I really don't care to"

he nodds "I wouldn't reach out to her either but obviously lucas" he says and I nodd "exactly" I say as I look up

"whatever, come on let's just enjoy the night breeze" Jude says as his hand reaches over to mine

he smiles at me and again there come the foolish butterflies

I used to not belive in them but I sure do now

I try to look the other way cause I think that I might be blushing, I look to the floor and smile to myself