Famous ~ [Jude Bellingham]

19

Im in Jude's little house, I just showed him and im just waiting for his reaction

"you should definetly call them or like a text referring to Lucas too so they know you're alright" Jude says as he hands me my phone

I really want to ask him or just know if he has seen the articles, but he didnt question it when he read the text so that kind of answers it

"I know youre thinking about the article" He says looking me straight in the eyes "don't worry about it, they would have found us either way, and the story is always random shit either way"

I look at him with a small smile and a nodd

Im glad that Jude is not that person to make it weird or have the need to talk about it

"okay so what do I say in the text" I look at him with all seriousness

"you know what you have to say D, ill be in the bathroom taking a shower do what you have to do" He says giving me a smile and a 'im so good at giving advice' look

with my phone in my hand I just look at the message and start typing away

Hey Dan,
I've been good.

I look at it, and as im about to send I rethink it qnd notice how stupid that message is

Hey Dan!
Been good! How about you?

too happy

Hello dan,
the maldivs are amazing! You should come sometime

i rewrite the message over and over again but it never sounds right

Hey Dan,
I've been good. Im sorry that I left without saying anything.

not enough

Hey Dan,
I've been good. Im sorry that I left without saying anything. I truly am. I miss you, please let Nora, Luca, Jobe and JJ know that I also miss them. Please know that me being on vacation isn't to get away from you guys. I really need some time from clarissa. I love you.

okay

ill send this one

I spend some time around the send butto but I then do it and quickly turn off my phone and toss it to the bed im lying on

what if he replies super fast

I hope he tells Luca and everyone that I do truly miss them

Maybe we should just go back and-

I cut myself of from overthinking and just close my eyes for a second

this happens quite a bit, Im an overthinker at times

All my thoughts get broken off when Jude comes in the room

damn

in some grey trainers and a white shirt "did you text him" he says with a small smile since he sees me looking at him

"uh yeah" I say looking back at the celling avoiding him at all costs

I see him nodding with a smirk "what did you say" Jude says directing his eyes at me

Not breaking my eyecontact with the celling I answer "oh just that- that im sorry and I love them"

I look at him for a split second and hes just smirking at me

I cant

I stand up from the bed quickly not looking at him "I uh- I have to meet with the girls" I say as I get to the door handle