Famous ~ [Jude Bellingham]

15

Dabria POV

When we got Home the first thing I did was take a shower to get the weird feeling of having sand everywhere away

since I wasnt sure if we were just gonna stay home for the rest of the day or if we were gonna go out so I decided for a simple shorts and oversized shirt combo

I got downstairs to see everyone but Nora and Daniel

By the living room area there were Jude, Jobe and my Brother playing some game on the Play Station so I went to the Kitchen to see My Mother and denise, at the sight of my Mother I just wated to leave, and I tried, but they saw me

"Bria" denise says with a smile "you want to help us out here" she asks nudging her chin to the food they were making "uhm, yeah sure" I answer keeping my eyes on her not looking at my Mother looking at me 

I moved over to her and started to cut  some onions while they got into a conversation that I didnt really participate in, I only spoke when spoken to

The tension between me and my Mother was unmatchable, I bet the whole house could feel it

weve been here for around fifteen minutes, me and my Mother Clarrissa not sharing a word since then, she shoot me some looks, I saw them but I didnt do anything about them

"well need some more potatoes, Ill go and get them" denise says "Ill come with you" I say immeadiately not wanting to be alone with my Mother in one room "No its okay im sure denise has got it, I need to talk to you  about Lucas' Birthday anyway" my Mother speaks up 

no no no 

"yes i've got it, Ill leave you guys to it" denise says then making her way out the kitchen 

I sighed and turned to look at my Mother for the first time since ive been here "I know you dont want to talk about Lucas' Birthday" I say frustrated "so lets just not do this" I say walking out the kitchen

"you will not walk out on me!" she says pointing her finger at me while she follows me outside "I dont know what has gotten into you but you better drop this act soon, cause were all getting tired of it" 

I look at her in disblief

"Im the one with the act?" I say pointing at me now that were outside "You, are the one acting all family friendly and lovey dovey with me all of a sudden when you didnt give shit about me or dad as soon as Lucas was born!" I say getting louder

"Dont you dare talk to me like this!" she says getting closer again "and lower your volume youre talking to your Mother here"

"Oh, wow for you to call yourselfe my mother you sure as hell dont act like it" I say crossing my arms infront of me 

"I always knew you would end up like this" she says shaking her head "I would say that youre just like your father, but your not" she says again getting closer "you" she says pointing at me through the small space between us "you are way, way worse"

"what have I even done for you to act like this towards me?" I say starting to get emotional "honestly, I really dont know" I say shaking my head feeling a weird feeling coming over me as shes the one stepping away from me now

"You know" i say tillting my head to the side "I really dont fucking get it" I say stepping closer to her "You are the worst person in my Life, you manage to bring me down and drain me mentally and physically"

anger.

Anger is the only emotion im feeling right now, and its all towards one single person