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Thankyou loves I'll update y'all super soon💞SASHA'S POV:~
TIME SKIP~
Currently me and lucifer were heading towards our hotel where we were staying for the night and tomorrow is when were are scheduled to fly back to Italy. I'm feeling very nervous right now.
100 thoughts are running in my mind. Will he take my virginity today itself? What if he gets mad when i say no to him? Will he force himself upon me? Will he rape me? Omg should i just jump out of this car and run away? No my family's security is important i can't do that! Ughhh wtf am i supposed to do now?
"Are you okay baby?" Lucifer asked as he caressed my hairs.
"Ugh yeah I'm absolutely fucking fine! There's no problem I'm ALL good." i said pressing my lips into a smile.
"Oh ok then." he said.
Okay saash breathe in.........breathe out......... Everything's gonna be fine alright....... He says he loves you right? And if he loves you then he'll never force you to get physical with him. There's nothing to worry. You're gonna handle it like a queen which you are okay? Stay calm..........
I closed my eyes assuring myself and i didn't even knew when i drifted off to sleep.
I felt the vehicle stopping and as it stopped nervousness and fear took over me and i kept my eyes shut thinking that maybe if he sees me sleeping he'll not try to fuck me. Like c'mon who the fuck fucks you in your sleep dude. Suddenly i felt a pair of hands on my waist and ass. I got scared and opened my eyes in a second.
"What are you trying to do?" I asked being a bit scared.
"The fuck? I was literally lifting you up as you felt asleep in the car." he said being annoyed.
"Huh? Oh that's great but you know you could've just woken me up or something..... I have legs so i THINK i can walk right?" I said sarcastically.
"Wtf is up with you sasha? Why tf are you being so weird since we left the church. He said being real annoyed
Not get the fuck up and lets just go.!" He said fuming in anger
I got up and followed him like a lost puppy.When we entered the lift he said,
"And anyways I'm not gonna ask you to fuck." he said."Atleast not today......." He added.
I was shook.
My cheeks became tomato red.
I was relieved too that he's not gonna have sex with me. 'ATLEAST' not today."Are you just gonna stand here and blush or are you going to come with me to the room because I'm hella tired and sleepy." he said lazily.
"Oh yeah." i said and started following him again happily.
We entered the room and suddenly a gasp escaped my lips the room was so luxurious and looking so 'rich'
The room looked as if it was covered in gold.Everything looked shiny and expensive.
I looked over at Lucifer and he had a smirk plastered on his face.
"I already told your father that your lifestyle will change completely and you'll be treated like a queen if he marries you to me. You have it all baby." he said proudly.
I suddenly became sad as i heard him mentioning my father.
Tears started forming in my eyes but i immediately wiped them away as i didn't wanted Lucifer to see me crying.
I decided to take a bath as i was feeling tired. I got into the bathroom and after a 20 min refreshing bath i got out wearing a bathrobe. Lucifer had already taken a shower in another bathroom. Yeah the room had too bathrooms.I was walking in the room while drying my wet hair when i suddenly felt a gaze upon me and for obvious reasons it was Lucifer.
He was eying upon me lustfully i quickly covered myself wth the towel i had in my hand.
He started coming towards me and soon i was pinned towards the bathroom door.
His face was very much close to me. He soon leaned towards my neck. I don't know how but i was reacting to it and slowly i closed my eyes he then whispered."You have no idea of how I'm controlling myself right now. Wait for tomorrow baby. Tomorrow I'm gonna have you. I'm gonna have you like a beast. I'll eat you and leave no crumbs.
Rest as much as you want tonight...........
tomorrow I'm gonna fuck you until dawn." He said seductively and bit my neck.I gasped as i came back to my senses mentally slapping myself i tried pushing him but was of no use
"Don't push me babe. Atleast let me kiss your neck because you smell so fucking good i want to eat your neck." And with that he started giving me wet kisses on my neck.
"Please lucifer......" I whispered.
He sighed.
He stopped and stayed in that position. I could feel his Breath on my neck.
After couple of minutes he walked away from me towards the sofa.
"Ar-are you going to sleep on the sofa?" I asked."Yea cause if we sleep together, I'll not be able to control myself." He said grinning.
"You can sleep on the bed. I-l'll sleep on the sofa." I insisted."No you can sleep there as you're quite exhausted with today's rituals. You need rest. Go and sleep now." he commanded.
"Okay......" I said as i started going towards the bed.
I felt relieved as soon as i laid my back on the bed after a long, tiring day.....now I'm really scared for what's gonna happen tomorrow. I wonder what mom, dad and kook are doing.........
Are they worried about me? Are they thinking about m right now? I don't know about them but I'm thinking about them and missing them like hell.I felt hot liquid running down from my eyes. I couldn't control them anymore. I let myself cry silently taking care of covering my mouth and making sure not to make any noise that can wake Lucifer up.
I miss you mom dad.
Good night mom dad.
Soon sleep took over me.
•𝔸𝕦𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕣 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕦𝕡𝕔𝕒𝕜𝕖🧁•
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RomanceSasha is a 19 year old bubbly elegant girl who everyone loves because of her caring nature. Sasha grey an her family decide to go to Italy but sasha is unaware of what's coming for her in the future. Lucifer black is a 25 year old ruthless CEO busin...