His One & Only

4. I Can't

    Rosetta's POV:

    I wake up to this weird feeling in my chest, where I don't feel the same as how I felt yesterday. I know yesterday night was a mistake, and I'm sure he feels the same way about it. It came out of no where, even though we had been set up in a perfect scenario I'm sure it was all just a mistake. I don't wanna see him, even though I might of caught some sort of mixed feelings about him I'm sure I could let go of it. No one had seen on what had happened that night and I'm sure he doesn't want anyone else to see it unless he wanted to die.

   I didn't wanna see him. I don't know what has gotten into me, maybe I woke up on the wrong side of the bed or I just came down to realization. My father would've killed him like he was a bug on the floor and would've stepped all over it not even letting the thing live outside of his forced life. It's crazy on the risk you take in life, risking your life will give you a do or die situation but sometimes when people come out alive they enjoyed the feeling and would want to risk things again and again. That's how repetitive some can get, risking things all the time can come down to a point where you wouldn't even care anymore. Yet I only care because I don't want Rafael to die just for me and because he likes me.

    I get ready, brush my teeth, shower, but today I didn't want to eat breakfast I wasn't feeling it. I decided today I wear a short black silkened dress with these black gloves and on the dress there are some small pockets wear I could put my lipstick taser! My absolute favorite weapon I have is the lipstick taser it's pretty good, I mean I used it on people and all they did was flop over after I shocked them.

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   I walk down the stairway into the small living room where all the kids rooms are, my room is in a different area but the spiral stairway is connected to the kids area but has its own hallways, and all rooms in the hallway are mine. All of our rooms are HUGE and filled with decor and things that we love. Of course we don't actually have a kids room that is looking playful and joyful our room/area is VERY mature. Aurora has her own room on the right side of the spiral I have, it gives of the very modern day life look but also has some type of Italian taste in her room. Lorenzo in the other hand has his dark room where he NEVER leaves his room. A saying I would refer to is "caveman never left the cave". Yet Lorenzo was chilling on the coach talking to someone on the phone, yet I'm not surprised.

    I'm walking in the massive hallway until I take a sudden stop to my brother saying "I love you too". I freeze, he has his AirPods in so he couldn't hear me or notice that I was behind him since he was so focused into the girl he was talking to. Not surprised though even though I say he can't get any, he finds a way to get them which is weird. "Yup, yup 7pm got it" "bye love". "What the hell was that?!" I say throwing a pillow at him. "Why were you listening??" "Because I'm your oldest sibling, I'm supposed to know everything." "Goodness" he said as he rolled his eyes.

    Lorenzo getting girls was no so often but yet often at the same time and to be honest they ALL were VERY disgusting. They all were using him for his money but yet again I was the only one to realize it because no one else in our family looks out of the box unless someone actually does something out of the box. Classic broken family, I swear. I wanted to know where he was going at 7 but I promised Aurora to help her with some type of dress.

    6:45 PM: I was on my phone checking socials when I saw Lorenzo leaving, I didn't want to follow him because that would've been awkward if he caught me. At this time I decide to start going to Aurora to see what she's doing, She was in the dresser hallway which is a room that's very large filled up with clothes. There is 5 rows of different clothing, one for each of us and it was our my favorite ones we had. It was a nice room idea I love the thought to it.

   I start walking towards where Aurora was and since I was on my phone I found out Kim starlight was pregnant I started freaking out!! She's been an icon to me ever since only my family and a few others knew not so much I would say she's an amazing supermodel! My head was still in the phone until I bumped into someone, someone strong and muscular and had an amazing scent of cologne, I was sniffing up the whole room it was that good, I look up to see him staring into my soul.

"Rosetta? I haven't talked to you since..." "uhhhhhhhhhhhh" I try to walk past him until his ginormous body stands right in front of me. "Your leaving so soon? I mean we haven't talked since you know." "Leave me alone Rafael." I walk past him and all he does is call out my name like I would magically turn around.

I go up to Aurora and get started with her dress nonsense, she tells me about her passion and what she enjoys. She's confused on what she wants to do when she's done with college but I tell her that she needs to figure out on what she has to do before she misses her chance on doing what she loves.

Night comes by, dinner is over, yet I still haven't seen Lorenzo after he had left. Everyone else thinks he's in his room and no one is allowed to bother him yet I know where he really was. I knew something was up with him, still no one else knew.

An hour passes by like a second like it was nothing. Nothing to do but to just edit papers on a chair on stay in the computer downloading files and all that goody stuff, not like I enjoy doing any of that but theirs nothing really so interesting.

   I hear a car slam shut, it was Lorenzo. Not so surprised though he has the worst anger issues out of all of us, Mom and Aurora have the least but I know my mom has some but she's changed so much you don't even notice it when she's mad. Lorenzo's head was on fire, I have no clue what had happen but whatever happened with his little girlfriend didn't go so well.

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A/N
Sorry for the late post!! I have been out on my vacation but This chapter was all done in at least 9 days because of how slow and busy I have been! Sorry about that more is coming up soon but this chapter wasn't so full of much it's all really a build up on what's happening next. Don't forget to vote, and let others know about the book!! Thank you so much, hope you enjoyed!