The Devil, But Sexier

Chapter 8

The stunned look at Yohan's face made Gaon worried. In this unknown state of his mind, suddenly the fear of Yohan not loving him filled his heart. He stood up and held Yohan's face by his free wet hand.

" Don't you love me anymore?"

" What the hell did you drink?" None of this made a fucking sense in Yohan's mind.
But his answer didn't satisfy the younger man. Gaon reduced the distance between their faces and asked again. " Don't you love me anymore?" This time his voice cracking signaling he was on the edge of crying.

" You need to stop whatever shit this is right now." Yohan didn't sound so sure at all. He was doing his best to focus all his attention to Gaon's eyes. Not his lips or his body that was so vivid through his shirt since he made a mess using one hand to wash his face.

Gaon came nearer so somehow his lips would touch Yohan's eveytime he closed his lips.

" Why?"

" Cause I'm not much of a gentleman..." Yohan whispered with his voice shaking.

"You know... it's actually too annoying  when you act like one..." Gaon whispered back while he was playing with Yohan's lips with his thumb. Yohan didn't say anything and used all his energy to keep his hands to himself.

" Kiss me..." Gaon asked him.
Yohan noticed Gaon has left his hand alone. He put his hands on his waist but made no move to push him away...

" I'll do it thousands time when you get sober..."

Yohan was scared. Of his dignity as a man, of how he would wake up tomorrow if he touches Gaon, of how much Gaon will probably hate him when he gets sober.

Gaon was clearly annoyed. He pecked Yohan's lips and got no reaction. He kissed his cheek, his jaw then his neck and still got nothing.

" You don't love me..." Gaon was back at crying.

" For fuck sake..." Yohan kinda murmured to himself. He looked at Gaon then held his face.

" Of course I do. I ran after you for eight fucking years. I'll never ever stop loving you." He tried to sound assuring.

" Then kiss me..." and pushed Yohan face closer.
Who would have thought Gaon can act like this...
Yohan's hands dropped from his face the moment Gaon started kissing him. He was using all he had to not kiss him back but the hard part was he was standing right on the edge of giving up.

And...he jumped the cliff.

Yohan put his hand on Gaon's lower back, just up his pants. But the moment his hand touched Gaon's body, suddenly Gaon stopped. Like someone slapped him and made him sober... Gaon instantly let go of Yohan's face and held his wrist to stop him from touching his body.
Yohan's heart dropped. He fucked up and that was pretty obvious from the horror on Gaon's face.

" Gaon..." He called. Worried and scared. He was checking how much he fucked up and when he should start apologizing. Gaon looked at him then his hand that was holding Yohan's wrist so tightly.

" I..." He stopped talking. He didn't know anything. How Yohan was here or what the they were doing. He just knew one thing. His secret was about to be blown and he couldn't let that happen.
He released Yohan and pushed him back without looking at him.

" I need to go." He said while picking up his coat and literally running out of there without looking back at the stunned man behind.

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So I'll update the next chapter sooner than one week to make up for the that I was gone...love yall❤️