The Devil, But Sexier

Chapter 10

" Have you lost your damn mind? You made the guy think he was raping you."
Eun-a shouted.

" I had no choice. He was touching my lower back..." Gaon said helplessly trying to make sense of the words that were coming out of his mouth.

" He'd feel my branding and trust me he knows that branding better than anyone else." He continued.

" For God's sake. It was fucking ten years ago. You were a stupid teenager."

" He won't care. The moment he finds out that I was a member of the fucking gang that killed his brother, he won't even look at me." Gaon was trying so hard to explain his view. It was clear he was making the right choice.

" I'd rather have him hating me for rejecting him than this ..." His voice shaking.

Eun-a sat next to his big brother and pat his back.
" Maybe he understands..." She tried. She really doubted that Yohan would even let Gaon explain himself considering the man's personality. Gaon stood silent and let that answer for him.

" You should have rejected him eight years ago."

Gaon covered his face with his both hands.
" I tried. I really did. But the moment I see him, it all flys out of the window. "

When he met Yohan eight years ago he was newly eighteen and just got out of that stupid gang. He never thought he was gay or anything, but when he met the older guy he got this weird obsession to be the only one that get Yohan's attention. As time passed, Yohan and he got closer and Gaon could swear there was tension. Till that night. Gaon clearly rememberes every single seconds of it. He was getting ready to confess to Yohan. Flowers, heart shape stuffs and all. But Yohan walked in drunk. Gaon questioned him and got nothing. Yohan walked passed him like he wasn't standing right there. Gaon cleaned all his stuffs thinking that night was the worse but the next morning came. Yohan woke up, remembering his behavior, he worked hard on a breakfast to apologize. Gaon smiled. Yohan was already forgiven. In the middle of his breakfast Yohan explained that last day was his brother's death anniversary that was killed last year by some street gang. Gaon chocked on his food when he heard the name "Butchers". He ran to the restroom knowing he fucked up.

" Sir, your father wants you." Hyun jin's voice broke the silence in the room.
He looked up and nodded. " I'll be down in a minute. "

" What you gonna do?" Eun-a's face shouted worried.

" We'll see where it goes." He tried to smile.

He looked at his father and the couple next to him. Kim In guk had a big smile but it all disappeared when his eyes landed on his son.

" Where were you?" In guk asked with a frown on his face. Gaon looked at him coldly but before he could open his mouth Eun-a interrupted.

" What's going on?" She asked with curiosity.
Sun-a looked at her with a smile.

" We were talking about our wedding. "

Gaon went pale. His eyes went to Yohan expecting him to laugh and tell her stop joking but there were no signs of that.
Eun-a held his arm tightly.

" Really?" She forced a smile.

" Yeah. We were thinking about having it in Hawaii. " Sun-a said with a smile but she was looking at Gaon. Almost like she was examining his reaction.

" Can I have a minute with you Mr Kang?" Even Gaon himself didn't know how he got words out of his mouth.

" Sure." Yohan answered with no change in his expression.
Eun-a's grasp got tighter not knowing what his brother was up to. Gaon just nodded at her then freed his hand and seconds later he was at his office with Yohan following him.

" What is it?" Yohan asked after standing in awkward silence for some moments.

" I...I wanted to...return your coat." Gaon was struggling with words.
It really was breaking his heart that how different this Yohan was from the man one hour ago. He had questions. So many. Most importantly he selfishly needed the man in front of him.

" Just throw it away. I won't use it anyway. " He answered the waited a couple of seconds to make sure there were nothing more. After the silence he turned away to left the room but...

" Why Hawaii?" Gaon asked not wanting an actual answer. He wanted a denial. A 'I will never do that' moment.

Yohan stopped.
" So I can be as far as possible from you." Then he walked away and left Gaon to cry in his agony.