Confined | Jirose

Waves

Early in the day it was whispered that we should sail in a boat,

only thou and I, and never a soul in the world would know of this our

pilgrimage to no country and to no end.

In that shoreless ocean,

at thy silently listening smile my songs would swell in melodies,

free as waves, free from all bondage of words.

Is the time not come yet?

Are there works still to do?

Lo, the evening has come down upon the shore

and in the fading light the seabirds come flying to their nests.

Who knows when the chains will be off,

and the boat, like the last glimmer of sunset,

vanish into the night?

-SAIL AWAY BY RABINDRANATH TAGORE-

We walked to the bay nearby and listened to the calm sea and the roaring of the waves, we sat on the sand with the music of the air blowing our hair.

"Chae I have a question"

I nodded.

"What kind of tree can fit in one hand?"

I have heard this before and I know the answer but he look so excited with this joke so i played along

"What kind"

"A palm tree!" He pointed to a palm tree not so far away with a huge smile and I chuckled cuz of his cuteness

"Why are you so cute"

"Charming is the word"

Something about him smiling makes me smile as well, his mood is so contagious it makes my worries disappear for a moment.

I look at the sea and sun that is starting to set, The birds flying by then I turned to the person beside me.

I was met with those eyes

"Chae"

"Jimin?"

"If one day I suddenly don't show up in your room, don't look for me. In my room, In my house, In the hospital"

"Is that near?" for some reason this was the first question that come up on me and I'm not even asking why would he leave me

"Yeah"

"I love you"

"You can't "

"I'll hurt you"

"Already am"