— a past, present, and a future full of loneliness you woke up to once again. guess it was already destined upon you once you found yourself too attached to someone like sanzu. someone like haruchiyo.
"i wish you were more of a man." was the last thing you've ever wanted to tell him.
and it was also his last time of running off to leave you.
"i know you're sitting alone
right now, wanting to curse me
out for leaving you but... i put me
above you and i honestly think i fucked
it up. remember when you said you loved me while you were drunk and i was taking you home? yeah, never once in my life i thought that i was worthy of your love. i wish i was more of a man too, but i made mistakes with these white lines of mine i'm dependent to. i'm clouded by all the smoke and i don't think i'll ever get sober. so this is me, saying good bye. i love you too, y/n. but this is for the best."
— haru
