The Brothers Conquest ✔

Eleven (Edited)

Taehyung

We've been sitting here for about an hour waiting to hear something when we finally see the doctor walking toward us, "family of Seokjin." "Yes that's us", Namjoon pops up and the doctor looks over the clipboard. "I'll text you guys later. I hope he's okay", Chul says getting up and walking away. "Seokjin came into the ER with a blood alcohol content of .37%, anything over .40 can be instant death", Namjoon gasped and grabbed my arm to steady himself. 

I wrap my arm around his shoulder and wait for the doctor to finish. "He also has drugs in his system so the combination of the two all contributed to his vomiting, dehydration, and malnourishment. He only weighs 120 lbs, much to thin for his height", he states. I cant believe what I am hearing, my heart is breaking for my baby. I want to just hold him and tell him that I will never ever hurt him again. The doctor clears his throat, "we had to pump his stomach, but had to be extra cautious because of the baby."

Namjoon

"Baby, what baby", I ask. "Seokjin is a bit over 2 months pregnant but right now we are in a delicate stage because of everything that Seokjin has consumed in the past few weeks it could have lasting side effects on the fetus. He could still miscarry if the baby doesn't pass all the drugs and alcohol out of their system quickly. Right now the baby is very strong but very small", he says. Namjoon looks at us, anger flaring in his eyes. "Is one of you the father", Namjoon asks. "I am", he says.

I'm sitting next to Jin's bed, holding his hand. The doctor says he maybe out for awhile, he was suffering from dehydration and exhaustion, his body needs to rest and may need to deal with withdrawal. I cant believe he is pregnant and I cant believe that asshole is the father. Jin is going to have a lot to deal with when he wakes up. I lay my head on his bed and close my eyes, holding his hands. "I didn't take care of you like I promised I would, did I", I say. I feel my eyes getting droopy and then I see happier times with Jin and my parents in my dreams.

Jungkook

Tae and I are sitting in Jin's room, trying to be quiet since Namjoon is asleep in the chair next to him. I want to hold Jin so bad right now and tell him I am so sorry till I lose my voice, tell him that we will never ever hurt him again. God please let him be okay, let the baby be okay. Let him forgive us just this once. Sometime during the night we must have dozed off because we were both woken up by Namjoon asking if we want food, we both nod. "Please stay with him in case he wakes up. I'll be back with some food for us", Namjoon says. 

Tae stands and stretches, walking over to Jin's bed, he takes his hand to kiss it. I hear him apologize softly. I stand on the opposite side, holding his other hand and rubbing his fingers. He looks so pale and skinny. I hope the baby stays strong, if Jin loses it, Tae will be devastated, Ill be devastated. "He's going to be okay, we have to stay positive", I say. Tae nods, "I know."

Flashback

Namjoon telling the brothers about Jin's past...

"We were a very close family, we did everything together, trips, outings, family dinners with our grandparents, rarely did we do anything without each other. When our grandparents passed away Jin was heartbroken, he didn't stop crying for almost 3 days straight. He would go to the cemetery and lay on their graves, talking and singing to them. 

He was okay after a couple weeks though. We took him places that would take his mind off his grief and it  seemed to work. He started high school the same time I was starting college, we were very close. Most siblings fight or bicker but he and I never did, our parents were always in awe of our relationship. 

I stayed in the dorms, Jin wasn't happy about that but I made sure to try and see him everyday. We were both going into our  3rd year when the unspeakable happened. My parents were killed by a drunk driver. Their death hit Jin and I so hard but now being the man of the family I had to step up and be his rock, his guardian but Jin was inconsolable, he was so lost and didn't know what to do, his life ended the day our parents died. 

He didn't know how to grieve properly, I promised to protect him always no matter what, but I failed him. Then he met Hobi and Jimin, like Jin they were lost too. They were foster kids and Jin made them feel loved and wanted but they were into bad things and soon dragged Jin with them. Drugs, alcohol, committing crimes, you name it.

 This went on for over a year, he never came home. He dropped out of school and I could never find him. I was beside myself with worry until one day the police called me and told me that Jin was arrested for assault. When I walked into that police station and saw him I nearly died, I didn't even recognize him. He was thin and pale, his skin was covered in sores and bruises , he was a mess. Come to find out he beat a guy up who tried to rape Jimin. He beat the guy so severely he was in a coma for months. Jin ended up doing 18 months in Juvie because he was only 17 and the lawyer plead self defense. 

When he was released they made him do a 6 month stint in rehab and see a counselor twice a week to help with his grief. He cleaned himself up, finished school, he was doing great. We found him that apartment and then you assholes came along and ruined him again. Jin loves hard, harder than anyone I have ever met in my life and when you called him names and did those things in front of him he felt like he did when someone he loves dies. Good luck with him ever forgiving you.

End of Flashback

I think of Namjoon's words a lot. We were idiots, we were supposed to be these highly educated lawyers, but we weren't even smart enough to ask questions before jumping to conclusions. "You okay Kook", Tae asks. That's when I realized I was crying. "No, we are idiots who don't deserve his forgiveness. My insides are shredded because of how we treated him, how are we ever going to make it right Tae, is it even possible to go back", I sob. "I don't know, all we can do is try. All we can do is beg and grovel and show him that we are worth another chance. Make him see that no one will ever treat him better than we can", Taehyung says holding his hand.