Today is finally my birthday, but instead of celebrating we go to my Bratty sisters ballet and it's terrible. not her dancing, the experience, well maybe a little bit of her dancing you have to admit she can't dance...but my crazy mom and dad kept on putting her back in.. FOR YOUR INFORMATION MOTHER AND FATHER ITS BEEN 10 ALMOST 11 YEARS AND THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS SHES NOT GETTING ANY BETTER... as I said she came out facing backwards and so very elegantly... so I'm thinking in my head "this girl is SERIOUSLY is messed up" then she turns around and she has a huge heart painted on her face and all over her expensive dress. we all stared in electric shock WHAT IS SHE DOING she jumped around like a fat orangutang monkey hybrid not elegant at all! Then the worst part she starts singing with her also horrible singing voice a new version of happy birthday like a rap/RMB/pop rock then she jumps of the stage doing a terrible air guitar solo and even making stupid sounds that I guess is suppose to be electric guitar noises then to continue the series of unfortunate events happens, runs over to me jumps on the complete stranger beside me's lap and screams pointing at me "HAPPA IRTDAY RAY-RAY" that's not even my name!! So then the ballet teacher that was apparently texting the whole time finally stopped this nightmare. as I walked out of the building there was already enough pushing and shoving but it seemed like I was getting even more pushed and shoved. I don't even had to question why they were pushing me saying "happy birthday Ray Ray" or snickering in a bad way. I slowly started to hold in my tears hoping that my birthday would get better. on the way home we stopped by Walmart I got myself a cupcake my mom asked why then I gave her a deep stare and she asked if there was a special occasion she forgot. I replied with a simple no reason also holding in my tears again. when we got home I slowly walked up the long staircase slouching back dragging myself into the attic I opened the package which the cupcake sat and searched through some party supplies and a found a lighter and a candle I stuck the candle in the cupcake and lit it I closed my eyes and said " I wish, I wish, with all might, that I would get everything I ever wanted as I wished for it, like a physical wishes in a pouch, I wish" I blew my candle out and explored through old scrapbooks and books I stayed up very very late that night maybe even 1 o clock or 2 o clock in the morning I was not interrupted all night I took out my iPod and listened to music all the stuff I like Tøp and Brendon then grabbed an old pillow and dusted off all the dust and lied down I switched off the lamp and said goodnight to my self, then drifted off to sleep
