She said she loves me
But she wasn't sure I was the same
I tried to love her
But it was too late
I had moved on
I told her I like girls
But drama is making me lean towards boys
And now I don't know what to do
My mind is lost
Going in circles around my thoughts
Making me dizzy with truth and lies
Telling me
"Go find a boy that will break your heart"
I fight it but it goes head first
Into my heart
Striking where it hurts most
My family
That is what really messes me up
Because now I'm thinking
'What's best for my family?'
But that's not the only thing mess'n me up
It's the anger I have for my mother
The distrust
The fact that she's trying so hard just to hurt us again.
But my angel to me to give her a chance
Forget the past
But it's not that easy
Every time I try
It just get buried deeper into my heart
Sprouting a new wave of anger
But I regret it because it disappoints my angel
So I'm sorry for not being able to get past things
I'm just not built like that
~ Jayden
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Truths and fantasies
PoesiaThese are some of my poems and quotes that I have been working on please let me know if you like them so I can write more. Sorry if they are depressing and never judge a book by its cover bc I didn't make it 😂 but yeah just let me know what you thi...
