Obsession Series 4: Sin Anderson

Chapter 7

NAKATITIG lang ako sa kanya habang siya ang nagluluto sa kusina ng mga pinambili ko kanina. Hindi niya ako nilingon sadyang focus lang siya sa ginagawa niya habang ako ay nakaupo lang na nakatingin sa kanya.

"Here's your ramen, corndog, sausage and kimchi fried rice." he smiled at me like he is an innocent guy.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I asked. He smirked.

"I know you're going to ask me that, kanina mo pa kasi ako tinititigan simula kanina pa sa convenience store thankfully I didn't melt by your stare and glare." he winked at tumawa lang siya.

"Okay wow, seriously Sin? It was only a simple question and your answer was really too far from it. Come on." Umupo naman siya sa harap ko at seryosong nakatingin sa mga mata ko.

"Fine. Pumunta ako dito dahil alam kong nakita mo ang mga pinaggagawa naming magkakaibigan doon sa story mo. It wasn't my fault, it's Hades's."

"So you're here just to tell me that?" Natahimik naman siya ng ilang minuto at napatingin sa ibang direksyon na para bang may dapat pa siyang sasabihin.

"Kung wala ka ng ibang sasabihin, I'll open the door for you para makaalis-"

"I also wanted to say sorry for what happened the last time we met. I'm sorry if you think na pinagtitripan kita." He answered.

"Kinalimutan ko na iyon Sin. You know me"

"Yeah I know you so well, I know na hindi mo ako papansinin kapag hindi ako magsosorry sayo. I know na gagawin mo na akong masamang tao kapag hindi ako magsosorry sayo." Sagot pa niya.

Natahimik ako ng ilang minuto at napayuko nalang. He know me so well? Really?

"I'm sorry Cana" sambit pa niya. I smirked.

"Sin, natuto na akong makalimot sa isang bagay. Kung alam mo palang hindi kita papansinin kapag hindi ka magsosorry, then why didn't you say sorry when you broke up with me? When you hurt me? When the day you made me suffer from the pain?" I looked at him with a fake smile.

"You're not sorry Sin. I appreciate your effort, I really appreciate everything you did for me but it's time for you to stay away with me. You're my ex and I hate the way you gave me a lot of false hope, you gave motives and mixed signals. I don't want to fall in love with you again, Sin. Once was enough, you said you don't love me right? If you're thinking of coming back don't waste your time. Sorry, you can leave now."

Tumingin naman siya sa akin pero hindi ko siya tiningnan pabalik pa dahil ayokong makita niya ang mga mata ko ngayong naluluha na rin. Mabilis naman siyang nakaalis sa condo ko saka ako huminga ng malalim dahil sobrang bigat rin ng pakiramdam ko.

Sobrang sakit pa pala. Guess I haven't move on yet napakahirap kalimutan si Sin. But what can I do? Ayokong balikan si Sin dahil sobrang sakit rin ng idinulot niya sa akin.

I WAS IN CONDRAD'S OFFICE playing with his swivel chair while he's at the couch busy tapping on his laptop.

"Hey Sin, can you not play with my chair?" He said. Habang paikot ikot pa rin akong nakaupo sa swivel chair.

"Why? It's fun, don't mess with me bud." He shooked his head and took a deep breath.

"Binili ko pa iyan sa ibang bansa. And it costs a lot." I smirked then I throw him a pillow on his head.

"You're a freaking wealthy man you can buy another one. Or I'll buy a new one for you that may costs a lot more than this" He closed his laptop then looks at me.

"I know you're brokenhearted, come on spill it." He asked but I glared at him.

"Nothing and I'm not." He threw me a pillow on my head then I stood up.

"Fuck, alright! Goodness. I really did hurt her" I answered without hesitation.

Tumawa naman siya sa akin kaya nagulat ako saka siya lumapit sa akin at pinaupo sa swivel chair at biglang naging seryoso ang mukha.

"Fuck Sin, ngayon mo lang narealize? You know, what if you're not my friend I will definitely punch your fucking face so just be thankful." I smirked then he sat on the other chair infront of me.

"I deserve that. Maybe I should stop following or doing nice things to her, for less pain. Pero nasasaktan ako kapag nakikita ko siya sa tanginang boss niya. Who's that fucker again? Was his name Mark? Marco?"

"It's Malcolm."

"Oh yeah Malcolm." Condrad just smirked at me. Kumuha naman siya ng isang bote ng whiskey from the lower drawer ng kanyang table at dalawang shot glass.

"You're jealous that's why you're mad at him. I know you Sin, all those nice things you said, when you stalked Cana around, the way you made an effort, the way you care for her and the way you look at her. Isn't obvious? You still love her, fucker. Masyado ka lang in denial dahil iniisip mong wala lang iyon pero ang totoo.." dinuro duro naman niya yung dibdib ko sabay bigay ng whiskey.

"Siya pa rin ang taong tinitibok ng loob niyan. Alam kong gago ka pero huwag mong masyadong pairalin ang pagiging gago mo. After 2 days pupunta na tayo pabalik sa isla at balita ko kasama si Cana. Baka pag punta sa isla maunahan ka na, you're threatened na nga kay Malcolm paano na kapag nasa isla na na maraming lalake na mas gwapo at macho pa sayo. Utak at puso mo paganahin mo masyado hindi yang kamanyakan mo. Alis ka na diyan, may trabaho pa akong gagawin." Tumayo naman ako at lumipat sa sofa habang ininom yung whiskey na bigay sa akin ni Condrad.

I suddenly remember the party this 8 pm, nakatingin naman ako sa wall clock it's almost 7 pm. Fuck.

"Condrad bro, can I borrow your one of your formal attire you have?"

"Sure, it's in my closet. Be careful with them-" I cut him off.

"Yeah yeah, I know how much your clothes are no need to tell me fucker." Pagkapasok ko sa room dito sa office niya nanghalungkat agad ako sa closet.

Daming pagpipilian, I don't know what to wear. Shit. I saw a new one so I grabbed it saka ko ito tiningnan.

This will do.

WHILE I'M STILL putting some little make up my phone rings and I saw Malcolm's name. Sinagot ko naman ito saka ako umupo para magsuot ng heels ko.

"I'm already here" he answered.

"So early, wait gotta put my heels for a bit and I'll be there." I hanged up then grabbed my purse bago ako bumaba papunta sa labas at nakita ko naman si Malcolm nakatayo lang sa kotse niya.

"Hello there, Ms. Ventoure. Looking gorgeous" I smiled at him.

"Of course, need to be gorgeous because my partner is looking so handsome tonight" I replied. He chuckled and opened the passenger door on his car.

"After you" he offered me his hand, I smiled bago ko ito tinanggap saka ako pumasok sa kotse.

Well this is it, hopefully Mai-enjoy ako sa party ngayong gabi. I wonder if Sin will be there? Oh god, stop it Cana. Hindi pupunta yun. Imposible na pati dun sa party na yun ay nandun siya. And you're mad at him so chill and enjoy the night.