MILEY JAB HUM TUM~ DEVIR TALE💙

DIL JUDE BINA HI TUT GAYE💔

Karanvir's POV~

I was still stunned by the scene I saw in the hospital...she is in love with my elder brother!!

And Prerna beside me was asking if I'm fine or not... What should I tell her??
That I just witnessed the worst possible scenario of my life??

I ran away immediately from there to actually accept what just happened...I couldn't see anything at that moment except for the scene continously and it started raining maybe to hide my tears....at one point I gave up and just sat on nearby park getting all drenched in rain and not giving a damn about it!!

Why the hell all this happens with me??

My life has always been this difficult all thanks to my elder brother but I never complained to him or to anyone else but this time it actually hurts.

I still remember how my father used to humiliate me everytime by comparing with him.

I won singing competition but they acknowledged his top position in class... I'm not saying he didn't deserve appreciation as it's not easy to top in studies by tolerating world war, newton's equation and biological cycles but is it easy to play guitar??
Or to sing in rhytm??

I still remember how my father used to get hesitant by introducing me to his colleagues as if I'm not his son or maybe he felt insulted talking about my academics...and according to my father singing isn't a skill to appreciate about or to talk about as it's just a timepass hobbyy!!

I still remember how he threw party for my brother as he got 97% in 12th boards and didn't even bother to congratulate formally when I got my first break in singing... An opportunity to sing a TV show OST!!

His every attempt to appreciate Akhil made me feel insulted or made me question my worth...but I didn't uttered a single word... Just to make him happy or to hear few words of appreciation I agreed to do Medical studies though I had no interest in it!!

Still he didn't cared about my attempt to make him happy but got scared of sharing my marks with others again.

Finally I convinced myself that there's no way he can be happy with my existence even so why to even attempt anything and I left all the hopes to make him happy!!

Unhe mein nalayak lagta tha to mein vahi ban gaya!!

And in all this chaos he became the reason of my hatred towards my brother... His every praise, every acknowledgement for Akhil made me hate Akhil as he was the reason behind my worthlessness.

I know it's not logical to hate someone for being good enough or close to perfection but why does he has to... I used to feel jealous of my own brother as he used to get bored of recieving praises and I used to crave for one.. Isn't it ironic!!

All these things were the reason I never cared about my elder brother's existence... He used to try alot initially to balance our bonding but after seeing my lack of interest he gave up.

Atleast when we used to live under one roof we interacted formally about important things but when he left to IIT for higher studies we didn't even had formal contact and the only link of our connection broke.

Maybe the reason he didn't informed anyone about his relationship with Debattama...she told me they're together since three months...maybe he needed time to make the bond strong but she literally ran away from her wedding just to be with him and yet he didn't bothered to inform us??

What's with this guy... I heard brothers share everything....Something like Bro~Code but thanks to my father we're worst than strangers!!

Wish I would've sidelined my ego and tried being a good brother to him... Atleast he could've informed me about his relationship.

All this blunder...whatever happened between me and Debattama it wouldn't have happened!!

Vo meri bhabhii haii and I was having some totally different opinions about her....I ruined everything!!

Mein nazrein milane ke kaabil bhi ni raha bhaii aur Debattama se...Kese??
Kese kar gaya mein itni badi bewkoofi... Kya jawab doonga mein Akhil ko jab vo apni honevali wife se gharwalo ko milvayega aur gharwalo ka reaction!!

And the relationship me and Debattama had infront of my family...it will be so awkward for them...

....Mene sab complicate kar diya un dono ke liye!!

At this moment I was cursing Dad for the first time... In all these years I blamed myself for not being an ideal son or the son he expected me too...
But today his comparison brought such results which will ruin the blood relations too.

But why am I so devastated....yes I hurted Akhil unintentionally but there's another reason too of my heartbreak... Him being with Debattama maybe??

He has always been lucky about things,he wanted admission in IIT he got in there and I just wanted guitar in childhood and I requested or literally pleaded infront of Dad for it and Akhil just told him about how laptop is useful in studies and IIT preparation and the next day Dad brought one...

He thought laptop is necessary but guitar isn't!!

I mean yeah studies is important but importance of things can vary by person to person??

Remote control car was my another wish but I knew Dad won't give me so I told Maa and she brought one for me... Guess what Akhil demanded the same car and Dad snatched it from me and gave it to him... He always took my precious things or was the reason why I didn't got what I wanted
And yet again he snatched my favorite person....my closest friend till now with whom I can share my pain and he again became the reason that I  can't even talk to Debattama now!!

Whyy God Whyy??
Sabkuch to de diya use aapne... Sab mil gaya use ek cheez to meri rehne dete??

A/N~I know this update might be boring...but Karan's past plays a major role in what he's now and story's plot too so this revelation was necessary!!

Hope you guys will like it❤