MILEY JAB HUM TUM~ DEVIR TALE💙

BAHUT PYAR KARTE HEIN💙🙆

Karanvir's POV~

As I placed cushion on her head and caressed her exerted face realised she travelled all the way from Kapurthala to Mumbaii for this event and she needs sleep.

As I turned away to fetch a sheet from the bedroom,I felt her fingers on my wrist.

She was awake?!

Debattama?? Kya hua koi problem haii??
I pushed a few hair strands away from her face.

She mumbled something but I couldn't hear her properly so brought my face closer to hers.

Please don't leave me Karan, the words came out in short graps as if she was on the verge of crying.

I knelt beside the couch, taking her hand in mine, "Mein kahi nahi ja raha hu Debattama... Yehi hu!!
Tumhe chhodkar jaunga bhi kaha...tum neend mein bhi bulaogi to bhaagke aa jaunga.

I gave her assurance caressing her face,wiping the lone tear that escaped from her half closed eye.

She looked so pale, so scared!!
My heart ached seeing her in that state.

She got up and held my hand tightly mumbling Please don't leave me...jo bhi meri life mein aata haii mujhse door chala jaata hai.. Am I that repulsive??
Kya mein pyar deserve nahi karti??

Shhhhh, I stroked her hair gently.
Tumse koun Pyar nahi karega Debattama... Infact tumse pyar na karna tumse pyar karne se zyada tough haii!!

Really, she asked in her innocent teary voice.

But as soon as I nodded her voice turned louder saying Noo...they don't.
Koii Pyar nahi karta mujhse, mene Akhil ko chaha vo mujhse door chala gaya,tumhe chaha tum mere ni ho sakte, Why do we fall for the ones who aren't meant to be ours Karan?!

Did she just confessed she loves me??
She's hell drunk and her mind is definitely not in her control.

Am I so unlikeable??
Karan Maa papa ne bahut pyar kiya hai mujhse mein ye ni keh sakti ki mera koi nahi lekin family se upar ek aisa insan hota hai har kisi ki life mein jise hum apna keh sakte hein.
Jo humari baatein humare bina kahe samajh jaye??
Jo hume special feel karaye??
She tried to sit up and I supported her, putting the cushion behind her to prevent her from hitting her on the wall.

Tumse bhii alag level ka bond haii mera... True vali feeling Sacchii??
She tried being the cutest girl I've seen in this world.

Haa we're great buddies,I replied innocently.

Nahiii Karannnn vo vala bond nii... Kese samjhauu mein tumhe...
I love you stupid boyy!!!
I was stunned hearing that for a moment and couldn't reply her.

Do you love me, she looked up at me.
I sat down beside her and pulled her to me, as she rested her head on my shoulder,to mein reject ho gayii...she mumbled.

Nahii hum is bare mein baad mein baat karte hein... Abhi tum nashe mein ho, I ran my hands through her hair.

Nahii jawab do mujhe... Kya mein tumhe ni pasand??

Ab iska kya jawab du... Tum mujhe bahut pasand ho Debattama, I tilted my head downwards to get a better look at her face.

Friendzone kar rahe ho na mujhe, she started laughing and trust me she looked none less than angel at that particular moment.

But then I wondered? Is she right?
Am I really friendzoning her... Is she just a friend to me...Yeah I guess so, Ofcourse I have a soft corner for her,I can go upto any extent just to protect her, I love seeing her smiling face but then is it what she's claiming??
I never thought of it that way... I was just living in the moment not realizing she has developed feelings for me... She's struggling with them alone and here I am a confused soul having no clue what to reply.

She came closer breaking my chain of thoughts and held onto me having no idea what she's doing.

You're beautiful Debattama, Well that came unknowingly maybe after getting a closeup of her intoxicated face with messy hair.

She smiled and threw her arms around my waist adjusting herself into my embrace. She fits so well in my arms like a small kiddo who's made for this.
I inhaled the essence of her hair and placed a quick kiss on her forehead.
Now even I've no idea what I'm doing.

She opened her eyes a little and looked up at my face.Her eyes had desire, fire to get closer, to do something which I should stop before she regrets so I tried getting up but when she hold onto me tighter,climbing onto my lap to stop me from leaving.
She lifted my face up and pressed her lips on mine.... Goddd!!

I tried objecting but she was in no mood and unfortunately I lost my resolve at last reciprocating it unknowingly.

I also placed my lips on hers and sucked onto them. She lifted her head a bit, giving proper execution to the kiss.
pulled her closer to me, feeling her tiny frame crush into me. She had no idea how to continue as it was her first kiss I guess so I guided her, pulling her lower lip slowly with my teeth making her open her mouth.
Gradually she started getting the hold of it moving her lips with mine in rhythm.

But the regret of taking advantage of her emotions and her drunked state made me withdraw the kiss to take a look at her face.

She was blushing and happy with what happened and here I was in guilt of taking her advantage.

She allowed this maybe assuming that our feelings are mutual but from my side it happened in the heat of the moment.

Debattama, Please don't hate me tomorrow,I told her pleadingly.

Mmm Hmm, she replied casually placing her head on my chest.

Tumhe pata haii Karan...I liked Akhil lekin uske saath kabhi vo feel hi ni hua jo tumhare saath hua... Pata nahi kab I fell for you?!

But don't worry I know we've no future...tum chaand ho aur chaand ki bas khwahish ki ja sakti hai aam insan us tak pahunch ni sakta... Tumhari duniya aur meri bahut alag hai aur iska hissa mein ni ban sakti, how mature she sounded while uttering that...

She lightened my heart and guilt with those words but then what rose was how come she assumed this about her being inferior infront of me... She's struggling with alot and I was being innocent not realising her dilemma.