Written on March 8, 2022 9:30 am:
Between two rooms there was a distance
This constant feeling of resistance
Strong but far off you were to me
Terrified and unsure as I was meant to be
I saw you there but there was no touch
I craved that whole feeling I wanted so much
Though I know you better than me
Nothing more than strangers now we'll be
Words of what's felt seem to fade away
It's too late now for you to say
It doesn't matter now, though it should,
I sure wish you'd loved me when you could
An empty feeling growing deep inside
Dark thoughts started spreading wider than wide
Dreams that assaulted my peaceful sleep
To wake at night feeling completely incomplete
Looking in the mirror I see you reflected
Now in my own eyes I feel myself rejected
Though you know me better than you
No more than strangers it seems we're thru
Words of what you felt seem to fade away
It's too late now for me to say
It won't matter now, though it should,
I sure wish I'd loved you when I could
I wanted you there but you couldn't see
That everything you did in love has actually hurt me
Wanting to pull me in close but your too afraid
Choosing yourself is the worst decision you ever made
Looking at you laughing until I'm blue
Because you were afraid of a girl who only wanted you
Look at me and tell me that you're proud
But you never did so then I vowed
Now I know me better than you
No more than strangers because I'm
thru
Words of what we felt I'll wash away
It's too late now for you to stay
You never did what you knew you should,
Too bad you didn't love me when you could
