She's Back (BTS Fanfic)

Chapter 23

Jungkook's POV

I never expected yoongi's hand to reach out also.

I just looked at him shocked and he shakes in the air then sighs.

"Goodluck" He says and walks out

"Well this is hard challenge. Might as well want to join too?" Jay says as he looks at the others

Namjoon, hoseok and jin walks out then there's taehyung and jimin.

"I'll admit it, I've had a huge crush on jiwon but that was before. I mean even now but not to that point" Jimin confess and taehyung look at him

"Yah, that makes the both of us" And they look at eachother

I sigh "But we're not joining. What I have right now is just a cute crush feeling, not that deep okay? I'm good just adoring her from afar. Even though he'll have a boyfriend or me having a girlfriend, I'll always admire her and that's it." Jimin says as he raise his hand

"That goes to me also" Taehyung says and they both walk out

"Not gonna blame them, I mean, who doesn't adore jiwon right?" Jay chuckles "So may the best man win?" He smirkes and walks away also.

I just close my eyes and lean my back at the wall. Surely this is not gonna go easy.

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Yoongi's POV

They think they can just get away with this? No way. Not in my watch.

Just as I lay in bed, my phone pinged

A text from jiwon

"Meet me by the beach."

It says.

"I'll be out in a bit." I say as I head out

As I walk in the shore, I spot her just a few steps away from the hotel then I sit next to her.

She was quiet, just by looking at the beach, she was at peace.

As I stare at her, her eyes, hair, nose, lips. It was all perfect. Everything about her was just, perfect.

"You know" after a few seconds of silence, she speaks "It was hard, life wasn't easy. Way back, I could just end it right there and then but I didn't. Whenever I feel like it, I just go to the beach, sit and stare, It was like, my therapy. I just didn't want to think it was useless but cause everytime I come home after that, it just repeats. Mom knew what was happening behind her but, she just ignored it. He supplies her the drugs so I guess in exchange for that was, me? It happened every after night. He was abusive when sober but a maniac when drunk. I'm just glad I didn't get pregnant. The only time I'm only relieved was when I got to go to school cause I was finally out of that mess even though I know I'll be back by the end of the day. Mom gives me money every morning but when she hands out, she just goes through it without even looking at it and just gives it, sometimes it can be a big amount and or small. I only take like, a portion of it for my lunch since I don't eat breakfast, I'd have to leave way early before the old man wakes up. Then the left over money, I hid it. That's how I managed to pay the first month rent for the apartment and managed for days when I ran off home, It was alright but then jennie lived with me, she just told her parents she wanted to live with me they just went like, okay. I thought, I gotta make a living for the both of us to live, and that's how I ended up selling my body."

Now that everything makes sense, it hurts seeing her like this.

I'm so sorry I couldn't save you.

"After I left, the nightmares, trauma, anxiety and depression made me worse now that I was alone, but I wasn't scared, just lonely. But then, jay saw me and helped me. Even though I was so far away, the nightmares stayed. The reason I slept with all of you everynight is to dodge it so I could be too tired to even think before sleeping and it helped, it didn't matter if they called me dirty or anything, I was deaf. It made me insane but then one night, jay heard me scream in my sleep, he came by to check on me and I woke up crying. He stayed till I calmed down and we cuddled till I slept. No sex was involved and I slept. Maybe it got lessened?" She chuckles "It happened a couple of days, until months, and years, even after they went to jail, it still stayed but months after that, it was gone by then after seeing them where they are now. But it took me awhile to come back here even after that. Cause I was thinking, what if I came back and they hated me? despise me? disgusted by me? all these thoughts came running to my head everyday. But I was like, fuck it. Let's go and if they hate me it's okay, I could just go back to L.A." She looks at me "But I'm glad you guys didn't" and I chuckle "Lay down" she say and I did. She spread my other arm out and use it as her pillow

"Thanks for not changing yoongi." She then kiss my cheek.

And we just stayed there laying and staring at the stars.

It was the happiest moment of my life.

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