from neighbors to much more ( done)

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Regular pov~

I could hear one of them pulling into the driveway. so I stayed sitting where I was waiting to see which one was coming.

Quite possibly it's gonna be Ez since Angel's probably balls deep in some fucking gash.

When the front door opened and Ez walked in he looked at me but said nothing as he shut the door and removed his Kutte.

"can we talk" he finally asked as he came over and joined me

"sure" I tell him

"I wanna say how sorry I am for the shit I've pulled with you . by putting the club over you and making ups shitty excuses why I've not taken you to the justice of the peace and marrying you along with Angel," he says

"angel would have to leave the fucking pussy alone long enough to do anything with me," I say

he looked at me like he was surprised that I knew.

"yea I know all about the fucking Gash he's been fucking endlessly and when I see him I might just commit a crime and wind up in Stockton due to it. or I'll fucking kick him hard inf the fucking balls after I chew his ass out" I tell him

"he needs his balls kicked so damn hard they'd wind up in his throat" Ez says

"what have you been doing while he's dipping his pecker in those gashes?" I asked

"club work" he says

"I see you've gotten patched. when did that happen?" I asked

"a few weeks ago" he says

I bit my lip debating on what all I was gonna say and do with him and Angel.

" I cant believe it took Felipe to give you both my ring that you gotten your heads outta your asses to realize what you've both have been doing to me and how you've both been treating me. well I should say you since Angel cant seem to come and talk with me." I says

"he's an idiot" Ez says

"I know that" I replied

"I on the other hand am willing to do all I can to earn your trust and love in me again and when I gain it back I'm gonna marry you and we will be happy cause I'm not gonna ever put the club over you" he says

"we'll have to wait and see wont we?" I asked

he nodded his head

"do tell me Ez what shit was spewed from Angel's lips when Felipe showed up with my ring?" I asked

when he went to say something I held my hand up.

" and don't you dare make up shit or anything to save his ass," I tell him

He told me all that Angel had said and it fucking hurt that Angel had felt like that. it hurt almost as bad as Angel cheating on me.

"I don't think I'll ever marry him. he's done so much shit to me for no damn reason. and I don't fucking deserve it." I say 

"you'd have every right to treat him the same way he's done you." Ez says

I started crying cause I'm fucking in love with them both but neither of them ever thought about how their actions would affect me. Angel never stopped to think about how I would feel when I found out about him cheating on me. And now he's not here begging or trying to earn my forgiveness like Ez.

Ez pulled me in his arms and held me allowing me to get all of the hurt, anger, and everything out.

I wanted to hurt them just as much as they've hurt me. I want them to suffer and know what it feels like to be ignored.

"I love you Ez and I love Angel. but I'm not gonna allow you both to do me how you both have. and just act like this never happened. you both need to be taught a grand valuable lesson. It will hurt me so much but it's gotta be done" I say

he pulled back from holding me to him.

"what are you gonna do?" he asked

"don't worry about that. just know that I won't be here very much longer" I tell him as I wiped my eyes.

"you're leaving?" he asked

"I'm tired of the shit I've experienced for no reason at all. and I'm not gonna stick around to experience more" I tell him

"please Chara don't leave me. please I swear I will do anything and everything I need or anything you want me to in order to show you how sorry I am and how much I love you. how I was a big fucking idiot who doesn't deserve you but I'm greedy and I wont let you go." he says

He literally moved off the couch and got on his knees and begged me over and over to not leave him to give him the chance to make up for his stupid ignorance.

I closed my eyes and shook my head before I stood up and walked off.