I have tried so many times to put loving you into words.
I've tried twisting your name into beautiful poems about lost love and broken late night rants pulled from my darkest and angriest memories.
I have spent countless days and nights searching for words powerful enough to explain what you did to me and how it felt.
I've tried everything.
But I can never do it.
I can not find anything poetic about us.
That isn't who we were.
Our love was clumsy in the most innocent of ways.
It was drunk rambles at four in the morning when I was away at school and felt like i couldn't go another second without you.
There was nothing beautiful about losing you.
Losing you was painful.
So painful that some nights I would wake up unable to breathe let alone choke out something beautiful about how it felt to sleep in our bed without you.
I've tried so many times to put loving you into words.
But after all of that trying, this is still the best I could come up with.
YOU ARE READING
So This Is Life
Poetry~A collection of poems and other things that I have written~ This is me. All of these are me. My thoughts, feelings, and secrets. These words are mine. They make me who I am. I hope you enjoy them.
