a gay story- [dreamnap]

dreamnap cuddles pt2

TW: self esteem issues? 

(where were we- oh yeah)

nicks pov

I attempt to drift asleep again but fail.. so i start to cling onto... my- my uh? bestfriend? lover? crush? is dream even into guys? im not sure but i really love him.. his dark green eyes like a forest i can quickly get lost in.. his blond hair thats always in his face i love everything about him his laugh the way he says my name. i cant believe we are cuddling. hes just so perfect.. everything.. im not... i get up some how sliding out of dreams grip and go to the bathroom and i stand in frount of the massive mirror. just staring. I hate the way i looked, i hate the way i talk.. i hate the way i looked so... um fat next to dream. clay was so perfect he was so fit.. he was always working out well im struggling to get out of bed to do simple taks i just hate myself..

Dreams pov:

i wake up.. i know sap woke up a couple of minuets ago due to the warmth still being from where he lay (idk if that made sense) i hear shuffling around in the bathroom.. it dosnt sound like he was using the bathroom for the normal reasons so i slide out of the comfort of my bed and go over to the bathroom and the door was open slightly so i slowly enter seeing nick.. my perfect nick standing infrount of the mirror sobbing. i always knew he had self-esteem issues. he just cant see how i see him. so perfect.. so adorable... i go up behind him and put my arms around his waist. "hey beautiful" 

nobodys pov

"hey clay.."

"why arnt you cuddling in bed with me" i wine at him

"dream please im busy"

dream pulls nick into the bedroom and tells nick to sit down

nicks pov:

i sit down on the bed infrount of dream not knowing why he wants to talk.

"okay nick i know whats wrong." dream says in a worried tone

"y..you do?" i says stuttering over my words hoping dream was talking about something else

dream grabs hold of saps hand "darling your so perfect"

shit. he knows. i stay quiet not knowing how to reply

i go to speak "i-" but something cut me off 

it was- it was dream- he- he was kissing me?! 

i melt into the kiss and dream pulls away 

dreams pov:

i did it! i kissed my best friend! my crush. my amazing person. i know he dosnt see how amazing and adorable he is. "im sorry nick.. i just love you so much, i know you cant see how perfect you are.. i loved you for a long time" i blurt out not really knowing all im saying all i know is that its true. 

"i- wow this is a lot" sap mumbles

"im sorry ni-"

i was cut off by saps hand over my mouth 

"shut up idiot. i love you so much too..." nick says smiling the purest smile ive ever seen

*a couple hours later*

Nobodys pov

dream and sap are just sat cuddling watching a movie, when sap mumbles something..

"hm?" dream says looking at him 

"um.. clay? what.. are we?" sap hesitantly says slightly scared due to past relationships.. 

(that will be explained in the next chapter<3) 

"welllllll do you wannaaaa beeee myyyyy boyfriendddddd?" dream says dragging out his words out to annoy sap

"YES OMG YES!" sap yells clearly excited that dream, his crush, finally asked him out! 

dream kisses nicks cheek.

"hey pandas? you dont have to worry about harry anymore. i kicked him off the team and i warned him if he touches you again he will not see the light of day again."

"pandas? thats a new one?" sap says giggling 

"yep! you act and look like a panda soooooooOOOOoooo plus you alwaya carry your panda teddy around with you that i gave you as a kid!" 

"okay then? by the way i have to visit my dads tomorrrow!" sap says very happily "bad a skeppy okay i love them guys they are so cool" dream replys. 

for the rest of the night the two boys cuddle up to each other and sap drifts asleep 

"goodnight my sweet pandas, i love you." dream says grabbing the panda teddy bear and giving it to the small boy cuddling into him and giving him a kiss on the head.