a gay story- [dreamnap]

problems pt 2

tws:attempted suicide, attempted overdoes, just saddness

A/N dont hate me-

dreams pov

its been hours since i heard anything from the love of my life.. i know i said things that where bad to him.. i would never date gogy! i would never even kiss him! i just got caught up in the moment.. i love sapnap not George! i get up to talk to the love of my life and go to his room and slowly open the door.. and i see him, there with an open.. a open.. IS THAT A MEDICATION BOTTLE?! it looks like most have them are gone and i know damn well that one was full! i run and snatch the bottle off nick "NICK WHAT ARE U DOING?!" i say in a panicked yell.. then i see it.. a note.  a note and a half empty medication bottle i freeze. no.. he wouldnt would he..? sap trying to get the bottle out of my hands "nick.. im sorry.. im sorry for what i said! i hope your not trying this because of me" i say tearing up "not cos of you.." the shorter boy replys "cos of something else" "pandas ive been so so so worried! please are u okay how many did u take?" 

"um about 4 before u bursted in" 

(its a very small bottle) 

"nicky.. you can talk to me about stuff like this.."

" i know i know.."

i put my hand on his cheek rubbing it softly "i love you" i mutter

"i love you too" i hear from nick with a small tear running down his cheek..

i pull the most beautiful boy ever into my arms and hold him tight, messing with his hair intill i heard soft breathing from my chest. i look down seeing how peaceful he looks well sleeping.. hes so adorable so kind so sweet.. george is the opposit.. mean minipulative nothing compareded to my nick. i very carefully pick him up and take him to my room so he can rest. i wave my hand at our cat patches and she swiftly jumps off the bed and i lay my wonderful boyfriend down onto it. after making sure he is comftable i go to leave however i felt something on my hand i look down to see.. it was sap tightly clinging onto mu hand uttering the word "stay". he wants me to stay with him.. i know he hates to sleep alone and plus we are dating i climb into bed and lay down. i feel sap shifting to get more comfy and he ends up in my arms.. im holding him close making sure he is safe. i need to find a way to help him.. i dont know why he attempted.. i just need to find away to help him.. i will find a way tommorrow my head is to full right now i think to my self. Sap looks so comfy.. god i really did get lucky with him huh..

(END OF THIS BIT LOL ITS ALL IN DREAMS POV NEXT CHAPTER IS GONNA BE IN SAPS POV THANKS FOR READING -CARTER)