NickNelsonFanClub told me to listen to girl crush by harry styles and think of it from harley's pov so here we are.
theyre in college, peter and harley are best friends, peter is bi and harley is gay but in the closet, peter is dating gwen
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harley's pov
Peter Parker, my best friend, is amazing and gorgeous and funny and im completely in love with him. But sadly for me, he has a girlfriend, and he doesn't know that I'm gay. Even if he did, I doubt he'd go for me. I mean Gwen is perfect, with her long blonde hair and her mesmerising blue eyes, he'd have to be an idiot to dump her for me. Yet here I am, about to risk it all for the tiny chance he might like me back.
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I step onto the stage of the small cafe. There's a couple of people scattered around, sipping their coffees but the only person I care about is him. He's sat right in the middle, prime view of the stage, holding hands with Gwen Stacy.
I take a deep breath, getting up the courage to possibly ruin my life, then sit down on the stool. I reposition my guitar and lean in to the microphone, "this song is dedicated to someone special here tonight." I smile at Peter.
I take another deep breath, then begin strumming at my guitar.
"I've got a girl crush, Hate to admit it but, I got a hard rush, It ain't slowin' down. I got it real bad, Want everything she has, That smile and that midnight laugh, She's givin' you now."
I lock eyes with Peter across the room, a slight tingle on the back of my neck.
"I wanna taste her lips, Yeah, 'cause they taste like you. I wanna drown myself, In a bottle of her perfume. I want her long blonde hair, I want her magic touch. Yeah, 'cause maybe then, You'd want me just as much. And I've got a girl crush. I've got a girl crush"
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I finish the song to a round of applause, looking towards Gwen, I see her clapping the most out of everyone in the room. Guess she hasn't realised this song is about her boyfriend. I look over to Peter, seeing him frozen in place with what looks like slight tears in his eyes.
What have I done.
I place my guitar in it's case before running off to the bathroom. I stand in front of the mirror as tears begin to flood down my cheeks. I was so stupid to belive that someone as perfect as Peter could ever like me back. The tears dont stop for what feels like forever, until i hear the door creak open and see him, Peter, poke his head round the door.
"Harley?" he comes fully into the bathroom, pushing the door closed behind him.
"mhm?" i sniff and wipe the tears away.
"are you okay harls?" he steps closer.
"what? oh yeah no it's just that-" he cuts me off.
"harley?" he steps closer again. "was that song about me?"
"oh I um I.." i nod hesitantly and my breath hitches in my throat as peter grabs my hand.
his eyes flicker down to my lips but im lost deep in his gorgeous brown doe eyes. before i can catch my breath again, soft lips press against mine. I almost faint, but managing to keep myself up, i lightly kiss back.
After what feels like both an eternity but also nowhere near enough time, he pulls away, keeping hold of both of my hands.
"what about gwen?" i sniffle.
he wipes away my tears and i lean into his touch. "i love you. i've always loved you. i would do anything for you."
"i can't ask you to break up with gwen. as much as i want to."
"Harls, breath." i nod and he rubs my cheek softly with his thumb. "ive known for a while now that we werent going to work, I just couldnt bring myself to end it. I have a good reason now though."
"me?" i sniff again, placing my hand on top of his on my cheek.
"you." he leans in and kisses me again, still soft but with a slight urgency behind this one. when we pull away, i whisper something almost silently in his ear.
"i love you too."
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736 wordsA/N - so ive finished my exams. ive got a guide division camp this weekend so i wont write then but ill try to write more over summer.
yk ive got a swollen ear from a piercing ive had for almost a year. its really annoying and my mum just told me to take paracetamol so :/
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