Nash+Cam=Cash

Decisions Made

Nash's POV

After we got Taco Bell we went back to my place to crash. We were both really tired since it was like 2 in the morning. As soon as we got home we both headed upstairs to our bedrooms. When I got into mine I started undressing and put on some sweat pants. I layed down and played on my phone for a few minutes until I got so tired I plugged my phone in and as soon as my head hit the pillows I was out.

Dream

Cam: Hey babe how was your day?

Nash: It was kind of rough honestly. *hangs head low and eyes swell up with tears*

Cam: *grabs Nash's face and looks him in the eyes* Awe babe what happened? Do you want to talk about it? It might make you feel better.

Nash: No. I wish I could just forget about it. I emailed my parents and told them about me, and about us.

Cam: Well what did they say?

Nash: They said that I was a disgrace not only to them but to my family and that they didn't want anything to do with me anymore and that they don't love me. *begins sobbing*

Cam: Awe baby don't cry please. I'm sure they will come around eventually.

Nash: But what if they don't?

Cam: *smashes his and Nash's faces together and kisses him as hard as he can* Then at least you'll have me.

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End of Dream

And then I woke up sobbing.

Cam's POV

I was awoken by the sound of Nash sobbing. I got up and threw open my door and ran a couple doors down to where Nash's room was. I lightly knocked and slowly opened his door. He was just sitting there sobbing. I could tell he was trying to stop but he just kept sobbing. "Nash are you okay? What's going on?". "Nothing Cam I'm fine. Just a bad dream.". "Do you want to talk about it?". "No. Can you just stay here with me? Just until I fall asleep?". "Of course. That's what best friends are for.". "Thanks. Hey Cam?". "Yes Nash?". "What if I did something that my parents didn't approve of and they moved away and said they would never love me again?". "Then I would always be right here for you. No matter what Nash. I'm not going anywhere. I'm your best friend, you can't get rid of me that easily. Okay?". "Okay Cam. Thanks. Goodnight.". "NIght Nash.".

Within a few minutes Nash was asleep. He said just until he falls asleep, but l'm gonna stay since this will probably be the only time I get to lay with Nash like this since I'm not really sure if I want to tell him I'm gay. I also want to be here in case he wakes up crying again. Nash never cries, so I know the dream must've been pretty rough. I wish I could just tell him how I feel about him. I wish that I could just build up the courage to tell him that I'm gay and that I'm falling in love with him. I'm falling in love with my best friend, and I can't stop. I just keep falling faster and harder. Just thinking about him makes my stomach erupt with butterflies. But I can't. Not yet at least. I am just afraid that if I tell him that I'm gay and that I'm totally, completely and utterly in love with him, that he will think I'm a freak and say that he refuses to be my friend anymore.

I keep thinking about Nash for a few hours and debating on whether I should tell him or not. It must be like 5 now. I don't feel tired but I fall asleep thinking of Nash and if we could ever be together in the future.

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So what did you guys think? Did I bring you to tears about Nash's dream? Will Nash's dream become reality in the future? Or will it not? That is the real question lol. So yea I almost brought myself to tears writing this chapter but I didn't cry. Well vote and comment and I will work on the next chapter when I can.

~Madison Downing~