«chapter thirty-five»

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You just don't see some things coming... but I'm getting ahead of myself.





"Bachelor partayyyyy!!!!" Nash yelled and he drags Hayes out the door.

"I love you." Hayes says as he closes the door behind him.

"I love you too." I whisper and I hear the engine of a car start.

I'm surprised he even said it because lately it's been nothing but him being the biggest douche bag and I hope he gets better for mine and our kids sakes.

Taylor and Sammie came over to just watch a movie and we decided to watch the minions movie. I felt something wet on the couch and when I stood up I fell down and that's all I remember from there.

*nashs pov.*

"Hayes we have to go now Brittany is in the hospital." Hayes stumbles over to me and we rush too the car.

"God Nash I hope there's nothing wrong with her especially with the baby."

"Everything's gonna be okay. I'm sure they're both fine."

*Hayes pov*

We get to the hospital and I rush over to Brittany as soon as I figured out what room she was in.

I walked in and she looked dazed and confused.

"Brittany, baby, what happened?" I asked and she slowly turned and  looked at me and all I could see was tear stained cheeks.

"I don't know me Taylor and Sam were just sitting in the couch watching movies and I saw blood and passed out." I sat next to her on the bed and waited for the doctors to come in.

We heard a knock on the door and just by the look on their faces I knew it was bad.

"Ms. Moore... I'm doctor Thornton.... I'm so sorry but..." Every thing he said faded out and all I heard was Brittany screaming.

"Oh my god my baby!" Brittany screamed and all I could do was hold her.

Why us? Why our little baby.

.A few days later.
Brittany's pov

I'm the one thing I couldn't protect her from. The person who is supposed to protect her and love her unconditionally couldn't even keep her safe. We pulled up at Hayes' house and he turned the car off.

"I'll go make dinner." Hayes said full of sorrow. I got out and made my way inside the house too. I couldn't help but go into the nursery we had started. We just finished putting the crib up. It even had her name on the swaddle blanket I would've took her home in. I just started to cry. I fell to my knees and cried.

I could tell Hayes was excited for this baby. Then I had to go and ruin it. I can't believe she's gone. My little Blaire. Never got to see the world because I failed her.

Hayes came running in because I let out a scream of pain.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Hayes." I wept into his shirt.

"I can't imagine what you're going through right now baby. None of this is your fault. I'm sorry you have to go through this." He says kissing my forehead and hugging me tight. I couldn't say anything. I just sat there thinking.

Thinking about how we would have a baby here in A few months. Our wedding is in a week and I really don't want to cancel it with it being a week away.

"We can cancel the wedding if you want." He says.

"No. We have too much money in this wedding. I'm ready to marry you. But you've been distant with me lately and you've been acting different." He looks down. "I know you're busy with Nash and helping him but I get no affection or attention from you these days."

"I know I've just been stressed out with all this crazy wedding planning stuff and life. It's hard and I'm really sorry."

"I'm really tired of being the only one trying here. I'm not going to put up with it for the rest of my life. I'm a mother. I don't have time to just panic and run off with my friends when shit gets rough. Life is hard, I mean do you even remember what happened? You think I made it this far by running away Hayes?! Bailey is what I've been living for! That little girl.." The words spill out of my quivering lips and I get choked up. I take a deep breath. "That little girl is what keeps me going. Ever since this shitty thing happened it's been her." I look at him and he looks angry.

"You think I don't know that. She's my daughter too! She is everything to me. I lost her too Brittany this didn't just happen to you!" I cut him off.

"Well you left her alone too. You left us both. I never said you didn't lose her, you're being ridiculous! All you did was leave me alone for your own things, went out with your friends, staying out late doing god knows what. You run away when things get a little bit hard for you! You always have." I walk out of the room heading toward our bedroom. I'm done talking.

"You don't get to walk away. Brittany stop. Stop!" He grabbed my arm.

"Let go of me. I'm going to lay down I'm tired and I'm not doing this right now. If I can't talk about how I feel without you having a major meltdown then I don't want to talk. You always have to be right." He lets go as I get in the bed and he sits down too.

"I'm sorry." I scoff at him and turn away from him.

"I shouldn't be making you feel like this baby. I really am sorry. I understand my actions were wrong. I just thought if I went out with they guys or forgot about real life for a minute that everything would help but I didn't think about you and Bailey. I'm sorry." I turn over to look at him. "I'm trying here baby I really am." He says with tears falling. I wipe them off.

"I'm sorry too. I love you." I hugged him and heard the fire alarm go off.

We rushed to the kitchen and put out the fire. Hayes left the chicken cooking too long.

"Oh my god."

"What?" I say and he starts laughing.

"I almost burned the house down." He's laughing hysterically and I laugh too.

"Yeah that was pretty dumb." I added.

"I love you too though." I gave him a soft smile. Everything's gonna be okay.

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