i know many people
quite a large number i can consider friends
a very small number i can talk to
i live in fear of opening up too far to someone
they can use my information against me
in so many ways
as someone who has been through a bit
that bit can be used in different ways
to get me to do things or not do them
even inadvertently this happens
because of past relations
i find it hard to move forward
i need to acknowledge it all happened
at least what i remember
and remind myself
this is not your fault
what happened has happened
there is no changing the past
only working towards a better future
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poetry by an idiot
Poetrytrigger warnings for some stuff in here, these are my thoughts. yes i see a therapist, i am healthy and okay. writing poems is fun and i wanted to share them a little
