The Abusive Husband

Part 40

Alvaro pov;

I was sitting on the chair beside Marinelle's bed. She sit while carrying Alisvia in her arms. Our baby girl cried because she's hungry.

Marinelle open her shirt but stop at the half because she look at me with her puppy eyes. I was confuse at first then I ask her why. She ask me to turn around to not look at her breastfeeding Alisvia. I was speechless at first but I did what she want.

That kinda left me speechless but I can't blame her. I know she's scared I might get wild if if I saw her boobs. Just by looking at her I'm horny, imagine seeing her boobs. But logically how can I attack her when she just give birth?

But I don't care I respect her. I can't blame her for that cause honestly I would attack her boobs if I saw that.

Then suddenly Mavien burst into the room and yell " mummy! ". He came to us and look at Alisvia. He say " is this my new baby sister? ". We nodded and Mavien excitedly yell " yeayyy! ". He's so happy. Glad I make new baby sister for him but next time no I won't add anymore child. I can't bear to see my wife in pain to give birth again.

Before I thought of wanting to have 3 or 4 kids but after seeing my wife give birth, I won't. For her sake, I won't let her feel that extreme pain anymore. It's enough.

Marinelle pov;

I was busy to put Alisvia in sleep. After she's asleep I just realized that Mavien sleep on Alvaro's arm. They are sleeping while sitting, their mouth open while sleeping too. Seeing that sight got me chuckled. That sight remind me of contractors rest to get a sleep after a tiring work.

I don't know why these days my heart fluttered by Alvaro. The way he take care of me and never leave by my side makes me feel bad. He hardly take a shower, he eat a little because he's busy taking care of me.

I wish I could forget everything he done to me so I can accept him again. How can I leave him when I just gave birth to our baby girl? We still need to be under his care.

I know he won't even let me go too. Running away is useless especially in this situation. I need more time to recover. So I decided to just let Alvaro taking care of me.

Maybe I will stay with him again in our house before. I wish the bad memories are just a bad dream. Please God, avoid those bad memories from me. I can't do it alone, I need your help for me to get strong.

I want to start a new life with him, Mavien and Alisvia. Please