Lonely night lover

2. Freefall with serotonin

This has fourth wall breaking my lovely hoes :) THERE IS FRENCH IN THIS BTW!!
Je te laisserai de mots by Patrick Watson is another song that I used for this. Look up the English version of those lyrics /srs
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Sam's POV

It's been months, I can't get him off my mind. The words he said to me. The actions he did. It was all intoxicating. I loved it.

Small conversations don't feel the need I have for him. We tell eachother we love each other all the time but I need to see him again. In person.

I need more. 'FUCK!'

I slammed myself against the door, crying.

"What do I do?" I looked at Katrina and Asher.

3rd person POV.

"Do about what Sam?" Katrina looked at Asher then back at Sam, a slight glimpse of lust and longing in her eyes.

"Yeah, what? You called us here and haven't explained anything..are you okay?" Asher looked from Kat to Sam.

Sam took a few deep breaths and wiped his eyes, "yeah, shit...sorry. But promise me you won't tell a fucking soul about what I'm going to say. Not even to the person in it. Okay?" Sam looked at them with dead eyes.

They both nodded, "We swear on our next lover Sam." Sam chuckled and looked at their wedding rings.

"Y'all are married though?" Him laughing, Katrina joining him.

"Exactly" Asher said, kissing Kats cheek, causing kat to blush. "But please, go ahead" Asher put their attention back on Sam.

Sam took a deep breath, "First I want to say sorry. It happened on April twenty-first." He looked at Asher and they immediately understood.

"Sam..you didn't.." Asher looked at him with sorrow and remorse. Sam nodded.

"But anyway, I met someone and he's an old highschool friend, and..Asher's ex." He cleared his throat, "We did something." He gestured to the deeply faded hickies on his neck. "I'm..uhm. I didn't mean to get attached again but I did. I love him though, I..I want to be with him but I don't know how to tell him and I don't know if he feels the same. I don't even know he still wants to talk to me." Sam looked at them.

Colby's POV.

Elton had let me in to talk to Sam since I found out they lived together. He took me to Sam's room and put a pat on my back, giving a smile and walking off.

I went to knock but I heard Sam speaking to someone.

'Does..does he have  partners?..' My heart sank at the thought. I shook my head and opened the door quietly.

There sat two people, holding hands and Sam explaining what happened between us, and how he feels.

"I don't even know he still wants to talk to me." That sentence made me snap back to reality.

"I do." I looked at him and leaned against the doorframe.

Sam looked at me and the two people turned as well.

"Colby..good to see you again.." Asher's voice rang through my ears. I coughed and looked at them.

"Asher.. same to you." I didn't smile or look at them for long. I did however look from them to the door and nodded my head in the direction of it.

They smiled and grabbed the girls next to her hand and walked out. The girl winking at me as she headed out, shaking my head, I returned my gaze to Sam who had curled into himself.