006. bloody knuckles

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hope y'all's knuckles are okay😔☹️
short sss chapter today

3rds person: rue

that night niomi didn't speak to ash or fez when she got home.

instead she went strait to the bathroom to wash her hands, then she replaced her close with sweats and put them in the wash to get the blood out.

she sent the girl to the hospital.
like fez did to Nate.

she didn't feel bad about what she did.
what the girl said was fucked up.
and, violence brought her comfort.
it was a way to let out her emotions.

and she had a fucking lot of them.

niomi wishes she could see her dad every fucking day. sometimes she looks at pictures of her and her father before he left.
she would pay any amount of money for him to come see her.

but she's scared, upset, and fucking sad.
so much pain for someone so young.
it fucks with ur head.

imessage
ashtray

ash
could i come in please?
read

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niomis pov
i hear the bedroom door open and ashtray walk in slowly closing the door behind him.
"that was pretty sick ma" he admits sitting down next to niomi grabbing her hand.
"i ain gon ask what she said don worry" he adds. i lean my head against his shoulder as he puts his head on mine.

im not gonna say i hate ashtray. because right now? he was probably the only person who really truly understood my feelings.
i used to "hate" him. about an hour ago.
but i don't feel the urge to bully him any longer. i just know i'm safe with my bestfriend.
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like 3 days later idk
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"yo i gotta go meet this fucking bitches parents." i say walking into the back where ashtray is counting cash. "what fucking bitch" he asks not looking up from the money. "the blond one, the one that i beat the shi out of" i say calmly. "oh yea? ur not gonna go doe righ?" he asks looking up, making eye contact with me.

"yuh im goin" i say with a duh face
"jesus fucking christ ur manic" he says shaking his head.
"love you too ash" i say shaking my head looking at the time. "oh fuck i need to go" i say frantically.

"hey! behave" fez yells as i get in the car.

imessage

ashtray
call me if shit goes south alright?

me
trust me i won't do shit

ashtray
fucking liar bruh

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-ashtrays pov-

this stupid bitch can't be trusted.
she's not stupid though im just say- ash what the fuck man.

this shit has been happening to me for the past few days since that night. i don know what's fucking happening but it's like whenever i try to be the same bitter ash to her, i feel bad. i just physically can't do it.

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only a half n hour later niomi comes BURSTING threw the door wit a black back around her shoulder throwing it in the back.
"shit shit shit fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck" she says out of breath.

i open the case quickly n see a fuck time a cash making me chuckle a bit.
"we gotta go like go go" she says quickly.
"what did you do this time bruh" fez says completely lost. i show him the suit case smirking, making fez gasp laughing.
"get in the car" fez says flipping the sign around.

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