ion got shit to say tbh but DONT WORRY YALL. THE SHIT DOESNT START HERE. just sum innocent shit to🤭🤭
❤️💋- niomis pov -💋❤️
after that night with ashtray, and fez and nate.
between me and ashtray there was a different energy. almost like we were pretending it didn't happen. petty bitch. i don't know but we've been distant.
he's still mad at me for not doing nothing at loris house.
🖤🔨- ashtrays pov -🔨🖤
i can't tell if i love her or hate her right now.
i was another one of her games.
at least im almost positive i was.
i was almost like a game she 4fitted out of.
she didn't come in my room that night, she didn't say goodnight like she usually does.
it doesn't seem that deep when you say it out loud but ion know bro. it jus hurt.
im upset with her though. she could've helped me.
i want to talk to her about it, but honestly? i don't know what i'd fuckin say.
and now we have another fuckin bitch in our house.
im comprehending this all in my bed.
until i hear my phone buzz.
imessage
evil twin🫶
ni
we eating breakfast
fez wants you to eat with us
me
is faye there?
ni
no she's not
read
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i walk out of my room.
i don't want to see niomi.
but apart of me does.
another part of me wants her to say sorry. that's all.
"so.. are you two like.." fez starts.
we both shake our heads.
"alright.." he says taking a bite of his cereal.
fez wants me and niomi together. he thinks we're both secretly in love with each other which is the actual dumbest shit i've ever heard. i hate her bruh, n she hates me. well kinda. yk what I mean. not LITERALLY hate.
it was pretty silent after that.
but a few minutes later faye walks in.
fucking shoot me in the throat.
i get up and walk away to be done with my cereal. even tho i wasn't.
"what's his problem." faye says probably high already.
"shut ur mouth fish lips. im not gonna tell you again." niomi says getting up defending me. when she said 'again' i think that ment faye and her already has an encounter.
she puts away her cereal and drink.
"ash" she says leaning against the counter.
i look at her with no w exspression.
"ion wanna make you upset or anything but coul we talk?" she asks.
i hesitate for a moment before nodding my head and walking to my room with her following behind me.
i sit on my bed as she sits on my chair.
we stay silent for a second.
"ash it doesn't gotta be like this. you know i would've shot them all inna heartbeat" she says shaking her head.
"so then putting a gun to my head, isn't enough for you ta say, 'oh shit' and do sum bout it?" i say making intense eye contact.
"wachu even talking bout right now bro" she replying sounding like fez.
"niomi you know what im fuckin talkin bout . we promised" i add
she thinks for a moment.
"im sorry." the comforting words ive been wanting to hear eascape her lips
i don't reply. i just look at her.
i leans her head back disappointed that we are arguing.
but you can't blame me.
"ash cmon" she says tilting her head back to the normal position.
she sighs and gets up and walks over, sitting next to me.
she leans her head on my shoulder as i rest my head on top of hers.
i snake my hands around her waist feeling her goosebumps rise.
"i hate you" i say smiling under my breath.
"prove it." she says boldly.
im taken back be the sudden change of energy.
"fuck you jus say?" i ask.
"you heard me." she adds.
our heads are no longer resting on top of each other.
my hands are still around her waist though.
a sudden urge fills my body.
i fight to resist.
i hate her. she's my bestfriend.
i examine her face, looking at features I've never payed attention to before.
i hate her but, she definitely ain ugly.
shut up ashtray, you don fuck wit feeling shit.
"pussy" niomi spits under her breath making eye contact wit me.
oh she wanna play like that?
les play like that, fuck it.
i lean in connecting our lips.
ion know what she meant by prove it, but it's one way to shut ur fucking mouth so i don't give a fuck.
there's no feelings attached to this kiss, either way. but we still continued kissing.
"you a bitch you know that?" i ask pulling away from her ever so slightly.
"do sum bout it" niomi says.
"i just did fag" i say.
our faces are still half centimeters apart.
"fuck you bitch" she's reply's sassily.
i lean back in kissing her again.
"you lucky im doing this instead of killing yo bitch ass" i say as quietly as she kissed my jaw and down to my neck slowly.
"you wouldn't dare" she says pausing slightly.
i lean my head back further so she unpauses.
it works.
" wanna bet?" i ask.
"not really. i jus wanna do this right now. im bored as fuck" she says kissing back up to my mouth.
