this chapter made me physically ill to write.
and all i want to say is, im sorry.
❤️💋- niomis pov -💋❤️
"why is custer here" i ask ashtrays looking threw the window in his room leading to the living room.
"ion know." ashtray says grabbing something off the counter.
i grab ashtrays hammer and slide it up my sleeve, faye and him are talking about something.
what the fuck.
we walk out slowly, ash kissing my cheek before leaving the room.
i sit on a the couch next to custer, like 2 feet away from him just in case, as ashtray sits on the arm chair.
we look at custer.
"wassup guys"he asks.
we don't reply. instead we just look at him cautiously.
"alright im finna head out" fez says grabbing his flowers.
"wait ur leaving" custer asks.
"yea im bout to leave right now" fez says checking his phone.
"i-is everything good?" he asks seeing the look on fayes face.
"yea before you go bro i really gotta talk to you about something" he admits.
me and ash glance at each other for a second.
fez sighs. "like what man." fez says leaning against the counter.
"everything" custer adds.
"fuck is you talkin bout bruh" fez asks not following.
"the fuckin cops found mouses body" custer says leaning against the couch back.
jesus fucking Christ.
faye drops her glass.
i jump slightly startled.
"sorry!" she says leaning down.
i think faye said something to fez by the look of his face.
i began re thinking the little trust i put into the man.
fez leans against the wall.
"did you hear what i said" custer asks with attitude.
"watch ur mouth" i say under my breath loud enough for only ash and him to hear.
"thought you told me that Lori killed mouse.right?" faye lies.
"i never said that. what are you talkin about" mouse says slightly laughing.
"yeah you know lori" faye lies again.
i inch my self farther and farther away from him.
"the drug dealer that lives in the apartment complex of camper? yeah you were the one that told me she killed mouse" faye says.
"i never said that" he says again.
"..yes you did" faye adds.
"what are you talking about. are you high?"
"you that lori and those fucking people they scare me! why are you trying to protect them?"
"im not fucking protecting anyone what the fuck is this?"
i see ashtray slowly hesitate, almost standing up.
lord please.
Custer and faye argue back and forth.
"alright now. i think it's time for you to get outta here big fella" fez says.
ashtray stands up.
"we gotta figure out what the fuck we're gonna say"custer says nodding.
"wait ash."fez says
"ash cmon" i say.
"WAIT ASH NO-" fez yells as ashtray stabs cust in the neck.
i jump just a tiny bit.
ashtray pulls out the knife looking at the blood pour out.
i don't move.
i stay in my spot shakey breath.
fuck man this is gonna fuck things up for real.
fez covers mouses mouth suffacting him making sure he can't scream.
blood pours out of his neck and onto his shirt.
fianlly mouse stops shaking, and the life leaves his body slowly.
