Me Before You

F I V E

Ahh I'm about to upload the first five chapters :)

This chapter Is manly them talking in bed.

A T H E N A

It had only been an hour since it happened and I still can't stop thinking about how ashtray called me his girl. I know it was all harmless cause he wanted to protect me but damn.

I had to spend the night at Fez and Ash's house since Jc had to go out of town. He didn't tell me why I had to stay by myself but I didn't question it.

I grabbed a pillow from ashes bed and a blanket and made my way over to the bean bag in his room.

Just as I was about to close my eyes and sleep he walked in. " Man what the fuck you doin on the floor. Get in bed."

" Nah it's cool i'm good down here." I said. I knew my back would hurt in the morning.

" Stop acting so hard headed and get in the bed. If it makes you feel any better I'll sleep on the couch." Aww bald eagle isn't as terrible as he seems.

" No Ash it's fine I'll sleep on the floor on the bean bag." Before I could say anything else he swooped down and picked me up placing me on his bed.

" Ash put me down i'm too heavy." I weighed a good 195 with thick thighs a tummy and stretch marks.

I know that everybody is insecure about there body but I always chose to defend mine as my Ride or die. Even if I sometimes hated how bloated I'd get I could never stop eating taco bell

He better but me the fuck down before he breaks himself.

" Your fine." He said as he placed me on his bed.He grabbed a pillow about to make his way out of the room.

" Wait where are you going?" I asked.

" The living room i may be a drug dealer but i'm not about to make you uncomfortable." He said. Does this bitch have a heart of gold that I didn't now about?

" No ash this is your bedroom I'm not kicking you out of your own room." I scooted over motioning for him to get into bed. When he got the hint he slide in beside me.

He did something up excepted. I never really slept in sweat pants cause i got too got at night so it was a oversized shirt and shorts for me.

I never realized it until know since I never slept in the same bed as a guy but i had stretch marks on my thighs. I didn't know that they were noticeable. I hoped ashtray would just close his eyes and then he'd not notice. But as fate would have it he didn't.

" Did you know you have striped on your things Athena." My back was towards him but his front was towards my back. 

" Ash those are stretch marks"I made a move to get up until I felt him pull me back down.

" Where are you going." From his tone I had a feeling he didn't want me to leave.

" To get sweatpants.. I'm um cold." Yea cold my ass.

Ash signed " Shit. Im sorry Athena I was tryna make it awkward or uncomfortable I just like them. " His finger was tracing whatever ones he could see.

" It's fine ash." I lie back down. Fuck it i'm not changing for a guy who did I think I was?  Cassie? Yea no.

" Athena can we talk? I can't sleep and maybe talking will help." I turned my body so I was facing him and nodded for him to continue.

" What's your favorite color." I asked. I told him mine was purple and blue and he told me his was brown and black 😫.

" Favourite food?" He asked. His was day old pizza and mine was seafood. I would fuck sb up over some lobster tail.

"Okay okay something deep. If you could go back and relive any day as you are right now, what would it be." I asked.

His smile dropped.

" Shit i'm sorry if it's to personal we can skip it." I said. I didn't wanna ask him uncomfortable and talk about something if he wasn't ready.

" No it's fine. Maybe I should talk about it." He said
" When I was around 5-12 months old my mom just left me in front of her dealers house. Nothing from her like in those shitty netflix movies where they give them a blanket or a necklace."
" My mom just straight up left me here. I wanted to know why. I think I would understand if It was somebody bad who was coming after her or if she just had terrible family problems but honestly my best guess if she needed a dime. A shiny fucking penny."
" I guess I just wish I could show her that I actually have a family. I want to show her I didn't need her or her shitty as excuse of a mother. I don't know if i'll have kids one day but I know for sure I ain't ever leaving my kids dry and left out. "

I took in everything ash had said. " I don't wanna be on some corny shit but I get what you mean. You deserve to shove it in your moms face that your making money no matter the way you do it. You should have been able to show her you got everything you need in life. I hope you get that closure you need." I said letting out a huge breath.

" Nah man don't go all soft on me now. What happened to the fuck you ashtray get me this get me that?" He asked.

I just laughed. But then I took in his looks. The fresh slit on his eyes brow and how his eyes looked oddly lighter at night.

Damn this boy is fine asf.

" Man go to bed." I laughed.