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I want to apologize for not updating in a month. I've been having some family stuff happening and it's chaotic atm but I told myself i wouldn't give up on this book so here I am :).

Also to any one going through whatever shit happens in there life please don't do anything stupid. There's someone who wants you here and loves you more than you'd realize. Talk to somebody always.

A T H E N A

I haven't slept in days. Still no sign of figuring out where Zamora is. I still don't know what i'm gonna do.

I grabbed my phone and texted JD. If anybody were to know anything about anyone it would be JD.

Athena🤙🏽
Hey Jd it's me. I need you to find out anything about Zamora Ashlin Wills. She has been gone for around 8 years and would be 13. 

Please find her this is more important than you know. Anything would help.
                                                      delivered @9:45am

As I sent the text there was a knock at the door.I made my way to the camera set up on my desk.
Not surprised there stood ashtray in the flesh staring up at the cameras flipping me off.

I rolled my eyes laying back on my bed. All until I heard my phone go off. Hoping it was JD but it wasn't.

Ashtray🙄
man i know your ass ain't aslee. Come open the door I gotta get back to the store.

Athena🤙🏽
I'm busy.

Ashtray🙄
your ass ain't busy. Hurry up man.

I groaned reading the messages but made my way down the stairs.

When I opened the door Ash stood there with that ugly ass smirk on his face." Damn Thena you lookin good for me?"

shit.
I forgot what I was wearing spandex and a tank top.
Fuck him it's my house i'll wear what i want.

" What do you want?" I asked already ready for the conversation to be over.

His face turned serious as he could tell I was quickly drifting off. " I just wanted to make sure you were okay. I've been trying to talk to you for awhile know and you haven't answered. "

" Yea a lot of shits been happening i'm trying to figure everything out. I'll slide your way when I get a chance."I said ready to close the door.

The door quickly stopping due to ashtrays foot. "Wait. What do you mean ' when you get a chance'" he said. I could tell what I said was getting to him.

Right now all I fealt was numb. I haven't been feeling  good due to stressing over Zamora I know I shouldn't take out what Is happening to me on him. But something in me just can't deal with this right now.

I rolled my eyes still trying to not show what I was really feeling." Ash I have a lot to deal with right now. I can't sit here and listen to you bitch about not getting enough attention. Go find some other bitch to deal with." With that I slammed the door.

As soon as that door closed I was met with instant regret. Every time I feel myself starting to get the tiniest bit close to anyone I ruin it. I don't know how or why but I due.

Ash didn't deserve that and I know that but I have to stay focused on Zamora. She doesn't deserve to be by herself. I'm going to find her and get her back.

As I made my way up the stairs I heard my phone go off.

JD 🌯
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Guys I know this is short and I'm sorry but it's something.

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