letters to my lover || t. shigaraki x reader

twenty two

Y/N,

I can't believe it ended like this. I was meant to protect you, but in the end I'm the one that hurt you. I've failed you. You didn't deserve this. You deserved a boyfriend that isn't insane. You deserved a rightful death. I've killed your friends. Your family. All because I was too scared of losing you. I could have saved our relationship. I could have saved you. I know you won't be reading this, but if there is a heaven, I hope you're watching me write this. I know you wouldn't forgive me for this, and I don't expect you to. I love you Y/N. I know I have a sick way of showing it, my love is what killed you. But honestly, this is your fault. You could have easily forgiven me. Why did you have to ignore me for your friends? You don't understand how much that hurt. Especially after I told you how I felt? You should have accepted me as your everything. Why couldn't you understand that I'm the only person you need. It's too late now.

Rest in peace Y/N. I'll be joining you soon.

-Shigaraki