Chapter 14

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Rose's POV

I could not what believe what happened at lunch. What did he mean, I was his? I was no ones. His hand was on my thigh the whole time, giving me shivers. It made me feel butterflies, but that didn't mean I liked him, did it?

I feel so confused, the bad boy has taken an interest of the girl in hoodie. It's not like I am beautiful of smart. Goh, I can't even speak properly in front of him.

This is weird and not normal, not that my life is ever normal, but one of my rules were. No love.  I didn't want to fall in love, or have kids. I don't want my life to go one day, and worry about what will happen to my kids. I don't want my kids to have a father like mine.

I do want love, who doesn't? I want to be cared for and someone that I can wake up with everyday and look at me with love. I do want that, I really do. But I don't want to end up broken or used. I don't want to feel pity all the time. 

The day ended, and I walked to the cafe. I was going to do my shift. I saved up money, but it wasn't enough, so I had to keep working here, but it wasn't just the money, that I liked, it was that Sophie was lovely to me. She treated me like a mother. She cared for me and always got me hot chocolate on the house, with sprinkles and marshmallows. 

I loved being there. It made me feel safe, I wish I could feel that always. I put my headphones in, walking to the cafe, thinking about the lines of the song.  

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Hey, sorry this is short, but I wanted to update today, at least.

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