Erica
It's been two weeks since kim past away I swear it is just painful being home her stuff is here and pictures all in my phone all I do is think about her. She brought me 3 beautiful kids into this world. Prince Alexander kamron mena and kimora Alexandra kamron mena and jasmine marie tiana mena. Every day I look at them I see Kim but I gotta stay strong cyn and her folks along with mine have been helping me since I gotta work for 4 now. King has moved in with me and cyn sleeps in the guest room so she's there whenever I need her. Her funeral was last week and I was full with pain and anger. I want to kill tommy and make him feel how I feel at this point but he's behind bar awaiting trail. I cry every day and night it's harder when jazzy ask me about her mama and her mom will miss her birthday this year along with rest of the kids. God just give me strength
KING COME HERE BABY!!
MOMMY STOP YELLING PLEASE MY EARS ARE BLEEDING ALREADY!!
I am sorry chubby lol I have good news. I am off for two whole weeks so it is just as a family
Really mommy??
Yes baby
And don't forget we have to plan jazzy birthday
It is in brain baby
Okay let me go get a shower and get dress I stank and I can't go out like this and hate to say I woke like dis
* bust out laughing * boy you a trip
Mommy that's the first u ever laughed in a long time
U r rite king now can u also get jazzy up too and help her
Yes mommy
* I go upstairs to the guest room *
Cyn baby girl wake up * whispering in her ear *
No I'M tired and got here late cause I was working * she mumbled *
Aww Well it's 11 and don't make me wake u up my way
Five more minutes please
Nope now get up * pulling the covers down *
DAMN !! Did I just say that out loud lol
Yes you did but you laughed lol
King said the same thing
Wow who brighten your Day
My family
Aww It is nice to see smile
Well get up lol we gotta go and I have two weeks off so u can have a vacation from me and the kids
Now you know I don't mind I love you guys
Well as a friend take these 2 weeks off just don't forgot jazzy and kings birthday
I will never lol
Okay
Now you get out let me get dressed lol
Okay Santana
Bye mena lol
30 minutes later
* prince and mora is crying *
Mommy is coming babies!!
I love those babies with all of my heart and no one not even Brian is gonna take them I really gotta keep an eye on all of my kids because their daddies are crazy
So I fed, washed, and dressed them both without any issues They don't cry They just chill and watch tv all day as long They are laying on somebody but They my babies
CYN CAN YOU BRING THE CAR SEATS AND BAGS
YES NOW STOP YELLING
YEAH MOMMY WE AIN'T DEAF
SORRY
Keep on erica u would be like Adele now
Damn that kinda hurts lol
So we are having a simple party for king and jazzy ok
Sounds good
Jazzy baby come here
And yes I still pick her up and carry her everywhere and I bet everybody hate it lol
Mommy I here
Hey sweety did king help you brush your teeth
Yes just like um doc stuffins * smiling *
Good job now let cyn take you to the car while I get the babies
Otay mommy
Up up up * talking to cyn *
Really erica she gotta walk lol
She's does * mumbling * sometimes
Okay baby we r going
We are buckled and ready to go
BYE CYN * THEY SAY TOGETHER *
BYE BABIES I LOVE YOU
